M i r a i`s DraMachine .

the junkyard of utterly random thoughts of an ordinary 16 year old :]

3.01.2008

Manipulation .

MANIPULATION [ va ]

Etymology:
back-formation from manipulation, from French, from manipuler to handle an apparatus in chemistry, ultimately from Latin manipulus
1: to treat or operate with or as if with the hands or by mechanical means especially in a skillful manner
2 a
: to manage or utilize skillfully
b: to control or play upon by artful, unfair, or insidious means especially to one's own advantage
3
: to change by artful or unfair means so as to serve one's purpose


Ugh . You`re such a manipulative little b**** .
You only think about your damn fugly self . To tell you the truth , your friends are just being plastic to you . && to think you`re the puppet master of this show huh ? You ain`t fooling anyone .

Just letting out my anger on someone.......



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I`m hella stressed right now . My Senior life is in the brink of killing me [ lol ] . Projects , projects , projects galore ! Whappow .

BTW , goodluck to all Ateneo de Davao Senior students this Wednesday . w00t .

song of this week && next week :




" Stress suppressed in the process..
Now I`m here && it seems like the clock is ticking
I want to hide under my bed cuz I feel like I`m bleeding
My anger under my fear cuz I feel like exploding
&& the rest of me under my sleeves cuz I feel like dying
My tears are drifting from my eyes but I`m giggling
I`m now inside this bubble && everything is vibrating
I don`t know if I`d still be coming out cuz I think I like it better here lying
But I know I have to keep on living so I could come back here more often... "

*sigh* . Oh my Senior Life~


-- M I R A I .
[ stressed .. ]




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2.25.2008

Paranoia ? @_@

"Paranoia hits you suddenly like an arrow hitting a target. It seeps into your veins then turns into a venomous poison we call Jealousy."
-- by : ME .

I don`t really know why I made that quote . I guess nowadays , I`ve been talking to people who are quite paranoid at this thing && jealous because of that thing .

Maybe I`m paranoid && jealous too . But if I really am , why ?
@_@


Anyway ...
I take back what I said about prom .
I truly had fun ! It was the best , most memorable , second && last prom ever . I even became a nominee / candidate for Prom Queen . [ @_@ ] Now that was totally unexpected XD

My tablemates are as crazy as ever . I won our eating contest . I finished all of the food in my plate . Talk about glutton eh ? @_@

One of the main reasons my prom was fun && memorable :

some words are engraved inside the ring .
*XD*

* only some people can understand why XD


But the prom was sort of sad as well ..
I remember Sir Lactaoen`s group message before the prom :
"Prom ..
The beginning of the end"
It means that prom marks the almost end of our Senior Life *sigh* .

Now , I really have to make the most out of the days left .

w00t w00t .


-- M i r a i
[ same lines ,
same lies ? ]

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2.22.2008

One - Zero - Zero

MIRAI`S DRAMACHINE FINALLY HITS THE ONE - ZERO - ZERO POST :D

Whew ! My hundredth post here in my so called "blog" . I never thought I`d reach this . I`ve also decided to stay here && to not delete this , despite the "memories" . Hmm... What to write , what to write [ or what to type XD ]

First thing`s first ! UPDATES . Weh .

Cupid Gave Me My Own Spiderman
When I heard [ or read ] that Mr. Ebony was giving up , Ms. Ivory [ I ] did too [ without me realizing it ] Eow . But then , Stupid Cupid hit my poor && unconscious heart waaaay before Valentine`s Day . It was around early January when I officially met "him" [ nickname : three ] . I think I`ve met him since I was still a Sophomore , because he was my good friend`s *cough* classmate .

Anyway , around January 8 or 9 , we were introduced to each other . Needless to say , we really hit off , even though we "just met" . We talked mostly about computer games . Suddenly my bestfriend [ Ms. Smowl ] said that I was a pervert *but she actually said manyak* [ I totally LOL at that~ XD ] . Mr. Three just laughed . When it was time for me to go home , Mr. Three said : "Bye Jamanyak!" . I`ll never forget that . But then , he had a girlfriend . So I was kinda down about that . I could safely he was my bestfriend...a really sweet one . We played Flyff together .[ I influenced him ] . I was sooooo comfortable with him cuz I could be myself . So to cut the story , Cupid broke off the arrow between Three && his gf && hit me instead . Waaaaa (:

V-Day , May-day [ ? ]
Well well well . I never thought I`d be super duper really total
ly 1ooo% this much happy during Valentine`s Day [ a.k.a. Single Awareness Day ] . Starting from the fact that I got to be a student teacher during that day , that was already more than enough to make me jump for joy [ lmao ] . I taught Chemistry in the 3 - Pignatelli classroom [ a.k.a. my promdate`s classroom ] && in the 3 - Borgia classroom [ where Deanno`s && Donico`s promdates are ] . I had fun during the Chemistry sessions because I was with my co-teacher , Raymond Binoya [ third year classmate ] . We gave a 2oo item quiz to the class ! Weh ! [ It`s okay if we are bombarded with the word "sadists" . lol ]

I got to "teach" in my own classroom too ! My classmates && I just had our research for Physics in the I.T. Lab . I let them surf the net . Weh XD

The other thing that made me so happy was just a simple rose . It was just one , surely bought outside the gates of our school . What made it special was that Mr. Three gave it (: ♥

Promenade , You Say?
In just T - some hours , our batch is going to experience our second && last Prom . I agree with my buddy , I`m not that excited . I just want our periods to be shortened because of the practice XD . I was actually grateful for the Prom practice cuz it gave us a chance to "bond" with our promdates . Moreo
ver , my tablemate`s my good friend && classmate [ Miki ] .

1st Practice : Miki , Joeann , Jairah && I just kept on talking with each other . We didn`t talk to our promdates at all . [ lol ]
2nd Practice : Backstab session with our promdates ! `Twas fun though . First "bonding" session XD
3rd Practice : Ugh , the sunlight was trippin` on us . During the first part of the practice Our table [ 23o ] was moved to the front . We already have nicknames for each other :
Me = adik
Earl [ my promdate ] = emo
Miki [ my tablemate && classmate ] = mother nature
Ryan [ Miki`s promdate ] = Zac Efron
*only some people can understand why XD*

My promdate dared us three to stand while the practice was going on... So we did do that . It was kinda funny && embarrassing because some people were looking at us && we just kept on laughing . `Twas a "cute" bonding moment though XD

Prince [ Majoy`s promdate && Earl`s classmate ] kept on teasing me to Earl . IDK why @_@

Oh oh oh ! Go for the
REJESTER . Nyahahaha XD

I Didn`t Say Hate
Well well well . It was supposed to be a spear . Lol . Anyway , I`m not intending to aim any sharp-edged weapon of hate to
someone . But I DID consider that though . Then I thought I`d be so childish if I handled it in that way . So like NVM . I just hope that someone && I could still be friends though . I really have to talk [ heart-to-heart ? ] to that someone before we graduate ... *sigh*

Boards && Brooms For Fun
Flyff is LAHB . aNNic is LAHB . Macaroonie™ is LAHB . Spread the Flyff LAHB ! *bow* XD

Oooh , Numbers
I just found out yesterday that I passed the CSAT [ Yey for me ] . I am now officially legible to enroll as a student in the Ateneo de Davao Jacinto campus . What`s the course I am taking up , you ask ? Let`s just say I`m readying a lot of hankerchiefs because I`d be immersing my self in the world of Math && numbers . That is teh l33t [ XD ]

B.S. Whaaat ?
Ahm no , the meaning of B.S. in my update title is not Bachelor of Science . It`s BUSY SUMMER . I just realized that I`ll be hella busy this vacation season .

Imma....
• take up violin lessons again [ with Shobe Jemiel && Ahia Don ]
• practice driving [ 2oo8`s the year that I`ll finally get my Student`s Permit ! ^^ ]
• be in the shooting range with my bro [ kewl sport for a girl ]
• skimboard once more [ fave water sport ]
• be a DJ with Deanno [ I think ]

• have gig/s with my band [ I thoroughly hope ]
• help my friend with his business
• take a trip to the land of Hongkong [ Disneyland , here I come ! :9 ]
• take up a graphic web designing class [ hmm , still tentative ]
&& • devote my extra time to gaming . Waw . It`s really a B.S. XD

Adios To The Green [ ? ] Fields
Ugh . In two to three weeks , us Seniors will take the last 6 or 7 exams in our High School life . In two months [ ? ] , we will leave behind the green [ ? ] fields of our Alma Matter , Ateneo de Davao University . Honestly , I do not want to graduate yet . My bros say that that`s just a natural feeling . High School`s so fun-filled . I wouldn`t wanna trade this memory for anything else . [ Fudge , I`m getting emo O_O ] . I remember my 1 - Borgia days[ still FRESH XD ] .. 2 - Gonzaga [ Honor`s class ftw @_@ ] moments .. 3 - Canisius memories [ my MOST fun-filled year ] .. my time spent in 4 - Gonzaga . Awww .

But I can`t stop from April 5 from coming . So adios to the High School building I`ve stayed in for almost 4 years . I`ll still be a blue-blood though XD

Suspended For PDA ;]]
That`s not what you think it is . It`s just the name of my group of friends whom I hang out with most of the time . We are called PDA because always tease each other of doing PDA [ Public Display of Affection ] . Every girl has a guy "partner" in the group . We`re only 6 members but we have a lot of fun together . Everybody accepts every person in the group as who they are :D

To them : I`ll never forget FEBRUARY 15 , 2OO8 ♥
wahaha XD

Papa Said Play :D
Soooo ... My first idea of my Graduation gift didn`t pull through . It was a trip to Japan . Then my mom said that a trip to Japan is like a trip to a country in Europe . So NVM [ T_T ] . I had finally thought of an alternative Grad. gift , a Playstation Portable .

I am totally in love with PSP`s [ don`t mark me as weird though ] XD I mean , it`s like an iPod , with 1ox the power . You can play games , watch movies , listen to music , surf the internet or connect with other PSP users through WLAN . It`s pretty cool for me . && I`m just sorta kinda jealous of my bro who has a PSP [ XD ] .

Can You Keep A Secret ?
The song
Secret by The Pierces is currently my LSS [ Last Song Syndrome ] . This song was featured in Gossip Girl , 1oth episode *Hi , Society* . It was the song playing during the part when they were dancing the cotillion . I can`t find its full length song in imeem though . Imma upload it next time XD

Being Grown Up Isn`t Half As Fun As Growing Up
My all time favorite quote/lyric from the song
In This Diary by The Ataris . I sorta wanted this to be the graduation song of our batch but our grad. song will be a composition . I still love this song though :D



That`s all for my updates .
I`m just going to put two pictures that depict what`s going in on my life right now :

1st Picture :

* something I made for Mr. Three . I think two or three weeks ago (:
[ linked to dA ]


2nd Picture :

* another picture from explodingdog.com [ I just love his works XD ]
The title of that pic is : "Another awesome day"
I love it XD

Whew .
That`s all for my 1ooth post .
:D

-- M i r a i
*I`ll be posting as Mirai from now on XD*
[ elated ♥ ]

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2.06.2008

Hug hug hug .

Just a quick post [ Economics period *I.T. Session* ] .
I`m hating this day .
I wish I said "Hi" to you awhile ago .
But I`m sure it doesn`t mean anything to you now .
*sigh*

At least I got a hug from bestfriends whom I love .

[ There was one hug in particular that was really sweet:) ]
&& it`s Ash Wednesday .
&& I said "Hi" to my promdate [ though he didn`t say "Hi" back but he was sorry . *haha* ]
&& my classmates && I had vanity moments .

Thanks to Arvi`s cam XD


Still. .I`m angry && in a badtrip .
But most of all , depressed , confused && hurt .
Hayy .
Emo mode`s activated .
Wth .


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song for the day :




"&& here I rest where
Disappointment && regret collide
Lying awake at night"






-- Macaroonie
[ BRoken as ever . awts ]

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2.04.2008

Addiction , Once More [ /GG ]



"G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S" ♥

I`m supposed to study for the Economics Long Test , make my assignments [ Math && Physics ] , finish the draft I`ve made for English [ two by two reporting ] && the Powerpoint presentation for our Investigatory project .

But as the #1 procrastinator in our household , I`ve only finished two out of those four to do stuff [ the first two ] . Oh well . I could finish the other two later .

Well , what is the reason for my procrastination this time ? It`s not because of my laziness or anything . I was actually doing something . Still , that something isn`t related to what I`m supposed to do . XD

The reason :
I was watching Gossip Girl [ TV Series ] .

I used to watch it some 3 or 4 months ago . I stopped on episode 5 . I actually don`t know why I stopped watching the series . I`m just glad I`m back to watching it now [ It also helps me to take my mind off stressful things *cough* ] . My bestfriend / buddy , Maui Homez , is also addicted to this series . So is Dinna Gonzales && Pam Santiago . Gossip Girl`s the rage right now XD

Oh , && if you`re wondering what the song above is , that`s one of the songs from Gossip Girl`s OST . It was in Episode 3 . It`s the choir`s cover of Fergie`s Glamorous XD

Ahmm , gotta end this post now . I still have unfinished schoolwork *Wa* .
Ta-ta ! ^^
XOXO ;)




BTW , in case you haven`t noticed , I already changed my blog layout ! I`ve finally found one for my blog . Claps for me :D


-- Macaroonie .
[ still BRokeN though ]

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2.03.2008

Updates .

Past week.....

Tempra for you?
Ugh . I got fever AND colds last Wednesday . I had to miss one day of school . I went to school the next day , though I still wasn`t feeling 1oo% well . Up to now , I have colds . Weh .

Nanny Mode
I already have 2 "clients" . Haha . They`re pretty sweet && cute together . The only problem is a lot of people are teasing them . So it`s kinda awkward [ @_@ ] . As their nanny , I have to stop those guys . But how ? Hmmm .

Play. .So Pay !
I`ve been thinking for the past month if I should buy myself a PSP . I`m not going to buy just because a lot of people are holding PSP`s right now but because there are a lot of benefits . && oh yeah , I wanna kill my bro in Naruto Shippuuden [ XD ]

512 mB ? Oh Please .
Uh oh . The memory card of my cellphone`s almost full . I`ve already asked my dad if he could by me a new one [ a 4GB would do XD ] . He said yes but up to now , still no memory card . Errr . [ @_@ ] .

Bestfriends , For God`s Sake .
Ugh . Some people are thinking that I`m harboring feelings for some of my guy bestfriends [ Ahia or The DJ or Pedro ] . No , okay ? I`m 1oo% loyal to Mr. H.G. .

The Three Faces of Life
The "English-ed" title of the movie [ Ang Tatlong Mukha ng Buhay ] made by my fellow schoolmates && some of our teachers here in the Ateneo High School . The whole highschool watched it last Friday but it was by batch . Us Seniors were last , having the slot for the last full show . The movie was pretty nice , kewl && funny . It was about typical situations in life [ love , family && the like ] . Abelardo Macaspag III is so kawaii !!! [ XD ]

Wobbly
This is how my friend described her current relationship with her boyfriend . They`ve been together for 4 years already . I just hope they`ll be okay cuz I was the one who hooked them up in the first place *Wa* .


My Favorite LSS . Woah
My current LSS && favorite song : The King of Wishful Thinking ~ New Found Glory .


"If I don`t listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself
I`ll get over you I know I will
I`ll pretend my ship`s not sinking
&& I`ll tell myself I’m over you
Because I`m the king queen of wishful thinking
I am the king queen of wishful thinking
I`ll get over you I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won`t shed a tear for you
I`ll be the king queen of wishful thinking"


I`m Not Going To Let You Slip Out That Easily
Oh . I wish you`d just know . Why are you doing this now ? Hmmm . It`s not over yet *I hope* .


-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN ]

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1.14.2008

Oni-chan :]

The 14th of January, 2oo8 .
It is on that day that someone close to my heart turns seventeen . He`s one of the best listeners I know . He sticks up to the saying "Patience is a virtue" . Recently , he`s been helping me with "love" problems . . .

Who is this person , you ask ? Well , he`s none other than my "Kuya" , Rendell Jed G. Tagalog (:

We met way back when we were still Sophomores . We were put *unluckily* in the Honor`s Section [ 2 ~ Gonzaga ] . I don`t really remember how we became close , I just know that around the 3rd Quarter, we were inseparable . I nicknamed him "Kuya" because his birthday`s on January XD

Sadly , when we became Juniors , we don`t spend time much with each other anymore . We just have those occasional "Hi"`s with each other. .

I`m glad we became classmates this school year . We rebuilt our once-close friendship && now we`re as close as ever ^^

I just send my best wishes && blessings to my ever dearest "Kuya" on his birthday . I know he`ll have a bright future ahead of him . He`s one of my guy friends whom I keep close to my heart . I`m sure God will shower him with more blessings :]

To Kuya Rendz : Hapee bdae BRO ! Matanda ka na at sana mag.tangkad ka na . Ngak3 . Thanks for always listening to me ! Lalo na pag.about kay. . . . .X . wa . Lahbyoo Kuya :]


-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

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1.13.2008

Lulz wut ?

Wait , what am I doing ?
I don`t think I should bid goodbye yet again .
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
What da. . .

to Shobe Jemiel : BASAHIN ANG NEWSPAPER ! WA ! NANG.LIGID NA KO DIRI ! NA.UNSA NKO SHOB ?!?! POTEK . @_@
GO BABES && HONEYBUNCH . WAAAA . XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x [ ? ]

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12.31.2007

Year - Ender .

As the year 2oo7 comes to a close , Imma review that year. .by month :) [ some of the descriptions are kinda random , so bear with it XD ]

JANUARY -- Hep ! 3rd year days. .To summarize this month in a sentence : The 31st of January caused me a "Big Apple Heartbreak" && feeling a "Never Let This Go" . [ for the people who can understand why. . @_@ ]

FEBRAURY -- Our batch experienced the first ever Junior-Senior Promenade . My promdate was Kevin Roa [ haha ] . The song "A New Tattoo" by Urbandub played that night . That memory`s still fresh in my mind :-" Thank God for Valentine`s day ! XD

MARCH -- `Twas the saddest month ever. .I made lots of new friends in the batch a year ahead of us [ the Seniors last year ] . I didn`t want them to graduate yet . At the time when I became close to them , March had to come . Errrr .
To mention a few of them :
• The 4-Borgians last year !! mga choyaxx at bugay :D
• Blue Knight people ;]]
• Seashores && Coffeecups band :)
• Some people from the Honors` Class [ mamee`s class ] XD

APRIL -- Mom was recovering from her illness at that time . So everything`s all happy happy :)

MAY -- The most unforgettable month of 2oo7 . Why ? Cuz I decided to join the C.A.T. Summer Training . [ May 7 , 2oo7 - May 27 , 2oo7 ] . Hella memorable . Lahbyoo COCC-01 ! :D

JUNE -- First month as a SENIOR . w00t w00t . Section : 4-St. Aloysius Gonzaga :)

JULY -- First month as a Unit Commander !! I miss my 3-Gonzaga cadets. .XD

AUGUST -- FIESTA ♥♥ Us C.A.T. officers performed the Silent Drill [ I`ll never forget the practices . Throwing of Rifles ! hahaha XD ] . w00t !! We also ran the Jail Booth XD

SEPTEMBER -- First batch of C.S.I.P. [ I.T. -- grades 5 && 6 ] . 4-Gonzaga`s RETREAT !!! Hella unforgettable [ Injan Injan , Room J XD ] Also , September 22 : BB`s Monthsary ^^ . Spansbab. . .EEEWWW :P

OCTOBER -- Feeling the stressure of being a Senior . wooh :-"
Lovin` my BB Family ♥ .
I hated the Sportsfest cuz of Chris Tiu :P Loved it cuz the "Tres Marias" got reunited :]]
Spansbab to Inluhb . ;]]

NOVEMBER -- Birthday month !!! :] BB made me hapee on my special day :D
Seriously crushing :-"

DECEMBER -- PARTY MONTH XD
4-Gonzaga : Sayawit Champion :D
Family bonding ♥
For short , this month`s really memorable. . . :]


To wrap up this year in a sentence : 2oo7`s one of the best years I`ve experienced so far :D Thanks to my friends , family && especially GOD :]
I`m kind of sad that this year`s going to end , but that`s life @_@

So sayonara 2oo7 , hello 2oo8 !! :]]

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

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