Finally Un-Lazy XD

Oh God . It`s been an effin long time since I last updated this blog . I guess I`ve been too busy. .too busy being lazy . w00t w00t XD

Anyway....updates . Weh . They are not arranged in any particular order though .

Let`s Talk Business......&& Math .
Have you seen the symbol for justice ? The woman with the balancing scales .. Yeah , her . Well , that`s the image that formed in my head when I decided [ for the n^th time ] what would be the course that I would take up .

At the start of the school year , I`ve decided that Accountancy would be the course . But at the end of the school year , Computer Science was what I wanted to take up . My mom advised me to get the prospectus for both of those courses .

When I looked at the prospectus of Com. Sci., I was shocked. There`s calculus every year ! @_@ Whereas in Accountancy , only one or two years have calculus in it . What a relief .

I finally finished enrolling for Accountancy last Friday, April 11, 2oo8 . I didn`t know enrolling in Ateneo de Davao College would be so friggin tiring && long . I mean there are like countless forms to fill up && their are 1o steps . So like...Weh [ lol ] . There was even that 15 minute video that was utterly useless because it was only about the Guidance Center there . The only fun part for me was the interview . My interviewer looked kinda like Sir Sayman . Lulz XD

Ugh , my section BTW is 1A [ Honor`s class ! @_@ ] . I think I need more than luck xD


Where`s The Exclamation Point ?
Recently , Panic! at the Disco released their new album entitled "Pretty. Odd." . At the time I heard about it , my dad was in Hongkong , so I asked him if he could buy me one . Unfortunately , he was busy with meetings with some Chinese bussinessmen so I just downloaded their songs [ Go Limewire ! XD ] .

Anyway , I was in a state of shock [ ? ] && dissapointment because P!ATD didn`t sound like their oldselves anymore . The song titles come from its lyrics which is not their usual trait . Also , the "techno feel" in their songs are gone , compared to their first album , "A Fever You Can`t Sweat Out" . For me , they now sound something like The Beatles or Fall Out Boy [ uhh toink ? @_@ ] . Oh well . I still love them , especially Brendon Urie [ XD ] .

The only song I truly love in their new album is this :


Weh . I love teh video too♥
Oh BTW , they took out the exclamation point in their name . Awwwe . I only think though @_@


5 is fun . Weh XD
Oh yey . 4 - Gonzaga [ my former section ] won 5^th place in the Graduation Song Contest thingy . I never expected for it to win because we only did it in like one day [ weh ? XD ] . But I`m already proud that we made it to 5^th place :D

This is our song :


Lyrics : [ by Marc Fortes && Jamira Martinez ]

I:
So many faces , yet too little smiles
Feels like I`m walking a thousand miles
Drowning in a sea of confusion
Feels like I`m trapped in a never ending illusion

II:
But with my schoolbag full of hopes && dreams
The sea feels shallower than it seems
Then I look up at the cloud-filled sky
With my head && heart held up high

&& I say (4x)...

CHORUS:
I won`t let this moment pass away
In this greatest game I ever played
Moving forward
I lay all my cards down
&& hope my luck will find its way

III:
Time will tick, but I don`t care
Cuz I`ll be grabbing every dream out there
Having the time of our lives
While treasuring the good times

&& I say (2x)..

* Repeat CHORUS *

As I`m about to leave with a smile ,
I could say it has been great even for a while
All the memories of yesterday
While never be drifted away.. away awayy...

&& I say (2x)...


* Repeat CHORUS 2x *

The winners of the grad song are as follows :
5th : 4 - Gonzaga
4th : 4 - Berchmans && 4 - Favre
3rd : 4 - Kostka
2nd : 4 - Xavier
1st : 4 - Canisius

Congrats to 4 - Canisius ! I like their grad song though . I love the lines :

"Let`s pack all our bags cuz the taxi is waiting
To go to a new place,
To a new beginning"

Awwe :D


Greatest Game I Ever Played (:
April 4, 2oo8 : Baccalaureate Mass for Batch `o8 .
April 5, 2oo8 : 59th Commencement Exercises .

The Seniors of year 2oo8 have finally graduated . Woosh .
Bye2x Ateneo High , my alma matter .
Hello, Ateneo College , the one near Boyztrek [ bwahahahaha ! XD ]

Krispy Kreme && A Demented Bear.. Better Yet , Shobe Is Back :D
Krispy Kreme doughnuts and a demented bear cellphone accessory = Shobe Jemiel`s "pasalubongs" for me . Yey ! XD

She just recently went to Manila && Hongkong [ some family thing / vacation , I think ] . I didn`t realize how I terribly missed her . I know , it sounds kinda lesbo but yeah [ XD ] . I`m glad she`s back , even for a while [ She`s going back to Manila after April 22 ] .

She had this "surprise" plan for Ahia Don . She didn`t tell him he would be coming back on that day [ the other day ] . So we devised a plan that Shobe Jemiel would surprise him x]]

We hung out the other day at NCCC Mall . She went to my house first [ Gian was with her] . The three of us , together with my middle bro [ the driver ] && his girlfriend , went to NCCC Mall together . Peter && Ahia Don were already there , playing Guitar Hero .

So when Gian, Shobe && I arrived , I texted Peter that we would be meeting up in G-Mix . Shobe Jemiel hid somewhere while I went inside G-Mix , but Ahia Don && Peter weren`t there . Suddenly , someone hugged me from the back [ It was Peter ! ^^, ] . I smiled at him , then at Ahia Don . Gian was also standing there .

Shobe Jemiel suddenly appeared but Ahia Don didn`t see her since his back was facing Shobe . Then she covered Ahia Don`s eyes with her hand . Ahia Don took off her hand, then lo && behold, the rare smile of Ahia Don showed up in his face when he saw Shobe Jemiel .

After all of that , the five of us watched Doomsday . I felt kinda sorry for G though . Tsk .


Down With The Sickness
What`s with the people around me nowadays ? Almost everyone I know has the flu/cough/colds or major sicknesses like dengue [ poor yayo :( ] .

Is summer now a sickness ? Lol . I just hope they get better .


Schools Apart
Ugh . I`m in AdJ , Mr. Three`s at San Pedro College . *sigh*


Night of Senior`s o8
After how many years , the Ateneo finally had a Senior`s Bash/Party && we were the batch lucky enough to experience it . The theme for attire was Glam Rock . It was held on the 3oth of March, 2oo8 , at The Venue .

I can say it was pretty fun , but Rache && I left the Bash quite unfulfilled because we were supposed to talk to "certain people" . Tsk2 .

But all in all, it was truly a night to remember for the Seniors (:


Play, Super Play ! XD
A conversation I had with my dad last March [ 2nd week ] :
My dad : "What do you want as your graduation gift?"
Me : "A family trip to Japan! Oh please please please!"
*I pause after saying that, thinking things over*
Then I said : "Oh, I know . NVM that . I want a PSP!"

So my dad promised to buy me a PSP . It was a good timing too, because on the last week of March, he went to Hongkong [ some business trip but he && his boss had time to shop ] . While there , he texted my mom that he had already bought my graduation gift . As the sly person I am , I read that text && I assumed it was already the PSP . I texted him but he wouldn`t tell me [ hmpf XD ] .

Too bad though , he went back to Davao on the night of the Senior`s Bash so I had to wait until the Senior`s Bash was over till I saw my graduation gift .

When I arrived home from The Venue, I went straight to my parents` room . Then YES, a PSP was there . Its color is Ceramic White [ hmmm ] . It had a nice black && white case with it [ hmmm again ] . UMDs [ Universal Media Disk ] were included . The UMDs I got were The Godfather && Capcom Classics . Cool ! I thanked my dad about a thousand times for that . He also bought me other stuff [ a Panda headgear && backpack . Weh ! XD ]

Now, I`m completely in love && addicted to my PSP , especially this game :

Go Patapon ! XD


Dai Beetch ! XD
Damn . I absolutely l♥ve this video [ though kinda morbid ] . Evidence by Urbandub . You`d really say "Dai beetch, dai!" XD

Oh , Shoot!
Yey , my gun [ a real one ] `s finally arriving this Thursday . I can`t wait to start shooting :9


Dark dark dark... Chocolate ♥
My middle bro`s girlfriend just recently came back from the States [ specifically in San Francisco ] . When she came back , she gave me a pack of dark chocolates . The brand`s Ghirardelli && I absolutely love them ! It`s 6o% cacao && super yummy . The only sad thing though is that there are only few pieces left . Oh well XD


I guess that`s about it for my updates . Weh ! :D

-- M i R a i
[ enjoying summer ^^, ]

Back To BASSics .

* back to BASSics :D

* we love you RV [ Kua Rendz` lil bro ] !! -- Ate Jam && Ate Arvi *

* our "Pic of the night" *
[ Marc Fortes , Arvi Calma , Jam Martinez && Harry Kilat ] XD

Whappow ! I became a "bassist" again when my classmates && I made a composition for our Music subject [ It was our project ] . My groupmates wanted me to play the bass but then the last time I played the bass was about two years ago [ @_@ ] . Anyway , I learned how to play it again . Weh . I didn`t realize I missed playing it . w00t .

Frankly speaking , I had fun making our composition . My first position in our band [ called Soul Aim *So Lame* ] was the lyricist . Then I became the lyricist && the bassist . Sad to say , I didn`t get to play the bass during the recording of our compo T_T

Anyway , my groupmates && I just made our compo in a matter of two days or even less [ XD ] . I am proud to say I made the first two stanzas of the song . BTW , our compo is entitled "Greatest Game" [ or was it "Moving Forward" ? ] . Either of the two XD

Through all the sweat , lack of sleep && hunger , we came up with the compo . Weh . We even circled all of Illustre [ here in Davao ] just to find a recording studio . That happened last Sunday && we were supposed to study for the exams at that time [ @_@ ] . But everybody sacrificed just to finish our project . Weh ! :D

My group members BTW are :
Lean Arcena [ lead / rhythm / bass guitar / drums ]
Laurice Arizola [ piano / lyricist ]
Arvi Calma [ photographer ? XD / sponsor ]
Patrick Derecho [ lead guitar ]
Marc Fortes [ melody "finder" / guitar / lyricist ]
Harry Kilat [ vocals ]
Jam Martinez [ lyricist / bass guitar ]
Reanne Ramos [ vocals ]
Danna Simangan [ lyricist / lead guitar ]
Rendell Tagalog [ sponsor / lead / bass guitar / drums ]

I love you guys ! XD

Topmost picture credits :
photographer = Arvi Calma .
photo editor = Yours Truly (:
bass guitar = Danna Simangan .
place where it was taken = Kua Rendz` house :D

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In other news......

To everyone out there , please vote for Ma`am Fondevilla / Terza for Ms. Teen Philippines on this site :
http://msteenphils.com/candidate.php

Thank You !!! :D

-- M i R a i .
[ greatest game. . ]

Paranoia ? @_@

"Paranoia hits you suddenly like an arrow hitting a target. It seeps into your veins then turns into a venomous poison we call Jealousy."
-- by : ME .

I don`t really know why I made that quote . I guess nowadays , I`ve been talking to people who are quite paranoid at this thing && jealous because of that thing .

Maybe I`m paranoid && jealous too . But if I really am , why ?
@_@


Anyway ...
I take back what I said about prom .
I truly had fun ! It was the best , most memorable , second && last prom ever . I even became a nominee / candidate for Prom Queen . [ @_@ ] Now that was totally unexpected XD

My tablemates are as crazy as ever . I won our eating contest . I finished all of the food in my plate . Talk about glutton eh ? @_@

One of the main reasons my prom was fun && memorable :

some words are engraved inside the ring .
*XD*

* only some people can understand why XD


But the prom was sort of sad as well ..
I remember Sir Lactaoen`s group message before the prom :
"Prom ..
The beginning of the end"
It means that prom marks the almost end of our Senior Life *sigh* .

Now , I really have to make the most out of the days left .

w00t w00t .

-- M i r a i
[ same lines ,
same lies ? ♥ ]

One - Zero - Zero

MIRAI`S DRAMACHINE FINALLY HITS THE ONE - ZERO - ZERO POST :D

Whew ! My hundredth post here in my so called "blog" . I never thought I`d reach this . I`ve also decided to stay here && to not delete this , despite the "memories" . Hmm... What to write , what to write [ or what to type XD ]

First thing`s first ! UPDATES . Weh .

Cupid Gave Me My Own Spiderman
When I heard [ or read ] that Mr. Ebony was giving up , Ms. Ivory [ I ] did too [ without me realizing it ] Eow . But then , Stupid Cupid hit my poor && unconscious heart waaaay before Valentine`s Day . It was around early January when I officially met "him" [ nickname : three ] . I think I`ve met him since I was still a Sophomore , because he was my good friend`s *cough* classmate .

Anyway , around January 8 or 9 , we were introduced to each other . Needless to say , we really hit off , even though we "just met" . We talked mostly about computer games . Suddenly my bestfriend [ Ms. Smowl ] said that I was a pervert *but she actually said manyak* [ I totally LOL at that~ XD ] . Mr. Three just laughed . When it was time for me to go home , Mr. Three said : "Bye Jamanyak!" . I`ll never forget that . But then , he had a girlfriend . So I was kinda down about that . I could safely he was my bestfriend...a really sweet one . We played Flyff together .[ I influenced him ] . I was sooooo comfortable with him cuz I could be myself . So to cut the story , Cupid broke off the arrow between Three && his gf && hit me instead . Waaaaa (:

V-Day , May-day [ ? ]
Well well well . I never thought I`d be super duper really totally 1ooo% this much happy during Valentine`s Day [ a.k.a. Single Awareness Day ] . Starting from the fact that I got to be a student teacher during that day , that was already more than enough to make me jump for joy [ lmao ] . I taught Chemistry in the 3 - Pignatelli classroom [ a.k.a. my promdate`s classroom ] && in the 3 - Borgia classroom [ where Deanno`s && Donico`s promdates are ] . I had fun during the Chemistry sessions because I was with my co-teacher , Raymond Binoya [ third year classmate ] . We gave a 2oo item quiz to the class ! Weh ! [ It`s okay if we are bombarded with the word "sadists" . lol ]

I got to "teach" in my own classroom too ! My classmates && I just had our research for Physics in the I.T. Lab . I let them surf the net . Weh XD

The other thing that made me so happy was just a simple rose . It was just one , surely bought outside the gates of our school . What made it special was that Mr. Three gave it (: ♥

Promenade , You Say?
In just T - some hours , our batch is going to experience our second && last Prom . I agree with my buddy , I`m not that excited . I just want our periods to be shortened because of the practice XD . I was actually grateful for the Prom practice cuz it gave us a chance to "bond" with our promdates . Moreover , my tablemate`s my good friend && classmate [ Miki ] .

1st Practice : Miki , Joeann , Jairah && I just kept on talking with each other . We didn`t talk to our promdates at all . [ lol ]
2nd Practice : Backstab session with our promdates ! `Twas fun though . First "bonding" session XD
3rd Practice : Ugh , the sunlight was trippin` on us . During the first part of the practice Our table [ 23o ] was moved to the front . We already have nicknames for each other :
Me = adik
Earl [ my promdate ] = emo
Miki [ my tablemate && classmate ] = mother nature
Ryan [ Miki`s promdate ] = Zac Efron
*only some people can understand why XD*

My promdate dared us three to stand while the practice was going on... So we did do that . It was kinda funny && embarrassing because some people were looking at us && we just kept on laughing . `Twas a "cute" bonding moment though XD

Prince [ Majoy`s promdate && Earl`s classmate ] kept on teasing me to Earl . IDK why @_@

Oh oh oh ! Go for the REJESTER . Nyahahaha XD

I Didn`t Say Hate
Well well well . It was supposed to be a spear . Lol . Anyway , I`m not intending to aim any sharp-edged weapon of hate to someone . But I DID consider that though . Then I thought I`d be so childish if I handled it in that way . So like NVM . I just hope that someone && I could still be friends though . I really have to talk [ heart-to-heart ? ] to that someone before we graduate ... *sigh*

Boards && Brooms For Fun
Flyff is LAHB . aNNic is LAHB . Macaroonie™ is LAHB . Spread the Flyff LAHB ! *bow* XD

Oooh , Numbers
I just found out yesterday that I passed the CSAT [ Yey for me ] . I am now officially legible to enroll as a student in the Ateneo de Davao Jacinto campus . What`s the course I am taking up , you ask ? Let`s just say I`m readying a lot of hankerchiefs because I`d be immersing my self in the world of Math && numbers . That is teh l33t [ XD ]

B.S. Whaaat ?
Ahm no , the meaning of B.S. in my update title is not Bachelor of Science . It`s BUSY SUMMER . I just realized that I`ll be hella busy this vacation season .

Imma....
• take up violin lessons again [ with Shobe Jemiel && Ahia Don ]
• practice driving [ 2oo8`s the year that I`ll finally get my Student`s Permit ! ^^ ]
• be in the shooting range with my bro [ kewl sport for a girl ]
• skimboard once more [ fave water sport ]
• be a DJ with Deanno [ I think ]
• have gig/s with my band [ I thoroughly hope ]
• help my friend with his business
• take a trip to the land of Hongkong [ Disneyland , here I come ! :9 ]
• take up a graphic web designing class [ hmm , still tentative ]
&& • devote my extra time to gaming . Waw . It`s really a B.S. XD

Adios To The Green [ ? ] Fields
Ugh . In two to three weeks , us Seniors will take the last 6 or 7 exams in our High School life . In two months [ ? ] , we will leave behind the green [ ? ] fields of our Alma Matter , Ateneo de Davao University . Honestly , I do not want to graduate yet . My bros say that that`s just a natural feeling . High School`s so fun-filled . I wouldn`t wanna trade this memory for anything else . [ Fudge , I`m getting emo O_O ] . I remember my 1 - Borgia days[ still FRESH XD ] .. 2 - Gonzaga [ Honor`s class ftw @_@ ] moments .. 3 - Canisius memories [ my MOST fun-filled year ] .. my time spent in 4 - Gonzaga . Awww .

But I can`t stop from April 5 from coming . So adios to the High School building I`ve stayed in for almost 4 years . I`ll still be a blue-blood though XD

Suspended For PDA ;]]
That`s not what you think it is . It`s just the name of my group of friends whom I hang out with most of the time . We are called PDA because always tease each other of doing PDA [ Public Display of Affection ] . Every girl has a guy "partner" in the group . We`re only 6 members but we have a lot of fun together . Everybody accepts every person in the group as who they are :D

To them : I`ll never forget FEBRUARY 15 , 2OO8 ♥
wahaha XD

Papa Said Play :D
Soooo ... My first idea of my Graduation gift didn`t pull through . It was a trip to Japan . Then my mom said that a trip to Japan is like a trip to a country in Europe . So NVM [ T_T ] . I had finally thought of an alternative Grad. gift , a Playstation Portable .

I am totally in love with PSP`s [ don`t mark me as weird though ] XD I mean , it`s like an iPod , with 1ox the power . You can play games , watch movies , listen to music , surf the internet or connect with other PSP users through WLAN . It`s pretty cool for me . && I`m just sorta kinda jealous of my bro who has a PSP [ XD ] .

Can You Keep A Secret ?
The song Secret by The Pierces is currently my LSS [ Last Song Syndrome ] . This song was featured in Gossip Girl , 1oth episode *Hi , Society* . It was the song playing during the part when they were dancing the cotillion . I can`t find its full length song in imeem though . Imma upload it next time XD

Being Grown Up Isn`t Half As Fun As Growing Up
My all time favorite quote/lyric from the song In This Diary by The Ataris . I sorta wanted this to be the graduation song of our batch but our grad. song will be a composition . I still love this song though :D

That`s all for my updates .
I`m just going to put two pictures that depict what`s going in on my life right now :

1st Picture :

* something I made for Mr. Three . I think two or three weeks ago (:
[ linked to dA ]


2nd Picture :

* another picture from explodingdog.com [ I just love his works XD ]
The title of that pic is : "Another awesome day"
I love it XD

Whew .
That`s all for my 1ooth post .
:D

-- M i r a i
*I`ll be posting as Mirai from now on XD*
[ elated ♥ ]

There Goes 30 :]

I got bored early in the morning so I answered this survey . I had to name 3o people . Haha . I had fun though XD
Bear with the survey , most of my answers are in Tagalog . Lol .

Can you name 30 people you can think
of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath
until you write the names of all 30
people.*NO CHEATING*

IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER WHATSOEVER:
1.Rachel Lawan
2.Xuggz Canencia
3.Lyse Valdevieso
4.Jemiel Elio
5.Donico Estanislao
6.James Dequiña
7.Cha Santos
8.Tzai Sauza
9.Carz Leyson
10.Jel Napala
11.Gian Dakay
12.Jyro Crame
13.Pe3 Galvez
14.Maui Homez
15.Chie Masiga
16.Yana Gualberto
17.Ivy Lopez
18.Yen Avanceña
19.Rendz Tagalog
20.Lean Arcena
21.Keka de Guzman
22.Kua Janoos Martinez
23.Sheila Son
24.Marc Fortes
25.Jikx Fernandez
26.Nicx de Manuel
27.Piex Ventura
28.Achee delos Reyes
29.Mikx Sakurai
30.Deanno Baluyut

THE QUESTIONS:

• How did you meet 10?
-school . 2ndyr classmate (:

• What would you do if you had never
met 6?
-no more Master Budots . awww . haha ! jk lang Ahnia ! :]]

• What would you do if 20 and 15
dated?
-ha ? haha . far out mxdo. .ai .

• If you could marry between 6 and 14
who will it be?
-MAUI NA LAN . AI . HAHAHAH XD

• Did you ever like 9?
-i LOVE her . haha :D

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-shobe ? ieah . awww .

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
-lesbo tandem ? hahaha XD

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good
couple?
-rach && xuggz ? ahm ? hahaha XD

• Describe 8
-GWAPA . hahaha . :p

• Do you like 12?
-yayo !! haha . op cors i do :p

• Tell me something about 17
-ivy ! sabaan mate ! ngak3 XD

• What's 7's favorite color?
-pink ? haha XD

• What would you do if 1 just
confessed they liked you?
-rach loves me kaya ! diba LOVES ? haha XD

• When was the last time you talked to
number 15?
-nung sat. .ng.kita kami sa SM . weh :D

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
-that i`m his lil sis . haha :]]

• What language does 13 speak?
-tagalog. .ENGLISH . bisaya pero di xa bgay . haha ! XD

• Who is 2 going out with?
-SI BLUENITE . AHAHAHA XD

• What grade is 16 in?
-4th year . ka.batch lan . haha :D

• What is 5's favorite music?
-ahia don ? same as mine ata . haha XD

• Would you ever date 13?
-eeeww ! would i ever date a ghey magnet ? lulz XD

• Is 11 single?
-gian ?? courting nha ian. .haha :D

• What is 10's last name?
-jel ? napala . haha :]]

• Would you ever want to be in a
serious relationship with 7?
-oh em Goch !! hahaha XD

• Where does 18 live?
-ecoland lan . weee (:

• What do you think about 20?
-Lean ? NERD ! ai . jk lang . a good advice giver :D

• What is the best thing about 30?
-deanskie ? lingaw kasama && uber nice ^^

• What would you like to tell 14 right
now?
-buddy !! ep. 9 na ako !! hahaha XD

• How did you meet 9?
-2nd yr classmates pow kme :D

• What is the best and worst thing
about 2?
-best ? everything !! diba sis ? haha :D worst ? rapist xa ! ngak3 . jk lang sis :))

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
-lyse ? oh ieah . if she wants to . haha :]]

• How long have you known 26?
-1styr HS . hahaha . *ehem* XD

* Who is 24?
-marc fortes ! currently 4 ~ Gonzaga`s maniniyot . haha XD

• Are you or did you ever date 2?
-xuggz ? nag.break na kxe kme..sory . HAHAHA XD

• Do you have a crush on 27?
-kei pyckz ?! pwd na rin . hahaha . jk XD

• Would you kiss 25?
-jikko ? sa cheek siguro pwd pa haha

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
-op cors ! my dearest bro ! haha XD

• Would you like to hug/kiss 21?
-aie soos ! kame pa ni keka ! ahaha . missyou dai ! T_T

• Is 29 your gff?
-mika sakurai. .ieah . i miss her nha . awww :(

• What do you hate about 23?
-Sheila ? ala mann ! ilahb this girl :D

• What's your relationship with 28?
-my good supah friend . haha :D missyou dai ! T_T

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ happy now :D ]

Hug hug hug .

Just a quick post [ Economics period *I.T. Session* ] .
I`m hating this day .
I wish I said "Hi" to you awhile ago .
But I`m sure it doesn`t mean anything to you now .
*sigh*

At least I got a hug from bestfriends whom I love .
[ There was one hug in particular that was really sweet:) ]
&& it`s Ash Wednesday .
&& I said "Hi" to my promdate [ though he didn`t say "Hi" back but he was sorry . *haha* ]
&& my classmates && I had vanity moments .
Thanks to Arvi`s cam XD


Still. .I`m angry && in a badtrip .
But most of all , depressed , confused && hurt .
Hayy .
Emo mode`s activated .
Wth .

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song for the day :




"&& here I rest where
Disappointment && regret collide
Lying awake at night"

-- Macaroonie

[ BRoken as ever . awts ]

Ouch . *haha*

I have to get through wearing 4 inch heels again this Febraury 22, 2oo7 [ JS Promenade ] .

Some girls in our classroom had nothing to do last Friday so we tried on the shoes Ellyse brought . She`s going to let some girls borrow her shoes for the prom . I like the one I`m wearing in the pic but they hurt like hell . Haha XD

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN . ]

Done . Sealed . Signed.....Then Mistake .

Well well well . My buddy`s right . The lesson about prom is : "You shouldn`t go spreading around that your someone`s promdate when in fact , that person already has one."

But what I didn`t know is that "someone" is not a promdate stealer at all . My friend who told me that she was a promdate stealer just heard wrong . So errrr . @_@

I lol at myself XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Addiction ! XD

Yum Yum~ ♥

Wa . I`m currently addicted to Dewberry cookies . My seatmate Kuya Rendz brought some to school && offered me some . I told him that I don`t like Dewberry much . I tasted it before but didn`t like it @_@ But I still got a cookie from Kuya Rendz cuz I was hungry . When I ate it , it just tasted so good . I dunno why I didn`t like it before XD

So now , I`m addicted to it . Yeah ♥
[ or is there another reason why I`m addicted to it ? Wa @_@ ]

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Ebony && Ivory Symphony :x

*linked to dA :]

I WAS BORED DURING ONE C.L.E. PERIOD *free time* XD
so I decided to take an "emo" [ accdg. to Jikko Fernandez ] picture of "my" earphones .
XD

--for Ebony ♥ :]


*the black earphones belong to my Psychologist, Lean Arcena .
the white sorta like an iPod shuffle thingy for my cellphone belongs to me ^^

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Sympathy && Empathy .

SYMPATHY :
a. an affinity, association, or relationship between persons or things wherein whatever affects one similarly affects the other
b. mutual or parallel susceptibility or a condition brought about by it
c. unity or harmony in action or effect sympathy with the scheme as a whole — Edwin Benson>

EMPATHY :
a. the imaginative projection of a subjective state into an object so that the object appears to be infused with it

b. he action of understanding, being aware of, being sensitive to, and vicariously experiencing the feelings, thoughts, and experience of another of either the past or present without having the feelings, thoughts, and experience fully communicated in an objectively explicit manner.

To put in simple terms :
Sympathy is feeling FOR someone while empathy is feeling WITH someone .


Are you wondering why I posted this here ? Well , my seatmate forever [ Kuya Rendz ] told me that he is sympathetic with me . Then I told him my definition of sympathy && told him that he should be empathetic with me since he is also experiencing my situation right now . It`s just that I want to clarify the true meaning of sympathy && empathy. . XD

-- Macaroonie .

Technology Vs. Reality [ An "Emo" Conversation ]

I had a somewhat deep and unexpected conversation with "someone" . Let`s nickname that someone as "Mr. R".. I`ll first tell how my morning began, then up to the conversation.... *scene fades, flashback thingy* [ lulz ]

My morning started out as any normal school day would go , considering I only had an hour of sleep [ Damn IT Project ] . That`s why I woke up kinda late , then my mom left me [ She wanted to hear mass at the Chapel ] . So my dad was the one who drove me to school . To summarize events , my morning didn`t quite start right. . . @_@

So I arrived at school with no intention of enjoying the day . Adding to what I feel , I missed the old guards of Ateneo whom I`ve been friends with since I was an elementary student . . I miss the guard who`d always tell my bro : "Martinez ! Zipper nimo, open!!" lulz . But haii. . .

Anyway ! When I arrived at my classroom , I just dropped my bag hard on my chair , sat down && dropped my head on the armrest. .Yeah , you can say I was in a "badtrip" . Let`s just fast forward to that conversation :

* setting : 2nd Period [ C.L.E. ] . Sir Jack Lovino = teacher . He`s lecturing but I`m not listening . LOL .
Me : Gehd . Isang oras lang gud ang tulog ko . 4 A.M. na ako naka.tulog. .tas 5 A.M. naka.gising T__T
Mr. R : Wah ! Atik Jam ? Bakit ?
Me : Dahil dun sa I.T. Project . Samok masyado . Tas parang naka.iyak pa talaga ako mga 2.3o ng umaga dahil sa proj kay naga.save ako ng forms , then bigla nag.pop up ung "Visual Basic 6.0 needs to close...." na window . Tapos 1/2 of the forms pa lang talaga ang na.save ko . So parang naulit ang lahat. . .
*someone interrupts while I was talking , saying "Sorry" to me [ haha LEAN ;) ] *
Mr. R : Awwww . Ok lang yan Jam. .
Me : Huy , may i.share pa pala ako ! May na.dream gud ako dun sa isang oras ko na tulog. .Weird gud un .
Mr. R : Anu nangyari sa dream mo , Jam ?
*take note ha , DREAM LANG ANG SINABI KO KAY MR. R*
Me : Kasi ganito daw un , galing ako Gate 8 . tas papunta ako Gate 1. .then nakita ko "siya" pati si ___ && ____ . Naga.usap daw sila sa isa`t isa . Then pumunta ako banda sa kanila . Tas nag.ask man "siya" na : "Saan ka punta Jam?" . Tas sabi ko na : "Punta ako sa isang kompyuteran.." Tas nag.gnian "siya" na : "Sabay na lang tayo!" Tas nag.bye2 kami kay ___ && ___ . Then sabay kami...
Tas grabe raw sharing namin . Karami daw naming same interests && stuff. . .
Tas bigla man yan "siya" nag.sabe na : "Jam! McDo muna tayo!" , gnian ako na : "Okay . Babuya nimo uy!!" .
Then nasa McDo na kami , eating && all. .Then nag.open up "siya" bigla . Nag.share2 siya about sa problems niya ..
Tas nag.gnian "siya" bigla na : "Jam, you really wanna know what`s bothering me right now?" . Then nag.sabi ako na : "Hmm, ok lang . Sige go." Then he said :

"There`s this girl whom I really like . As in REALLY like . && I don`t know how to tell her . && feeling ko pa nga , may iba siyang gusto.. Friends kami pero sadly , di masyado naga.pansinan sa school...I really want to tell her Jam . Para matapos na ang lahat at para na rin malaman ko kung anu feelings niya.."

Tas sabi ko raw na :

"First of all , don`t ever think na may gustong iba ang crush mo . Madali ka kasi mawalan ng pag-asa kung ganun . Don`t worry . In time , you`ll find strength to tell her what you feel ."

Then he said :

"Thanks for the advice Jam . But I`m already telling my feelings to her right now. . . ."

*gasp* Weird noh ?? @_@

Mr. R : What ? Un talaga ang dream mo Jam ? Sign gud yan. .Hehe . Pero I believe na baliktad niyan ang mangyayari .
Me : Kaya gani . It sucks. . . .
Me : Masakit gud ang situation ko ngayon . Hanggang ganun lang kami.. When we are here in the four corners of the school , it`s as if wala kaming "friendship" or what .
Mr. R : Bitaw Jam . Hanggang sa "technology" lang kayo . Pero pag.reality na , wala na. . .
Me : *sad face* Masakit gud talaga. .Pero I won`t give up gud .
Mr. R : Baliktad ata situation niyo ah ?! Parang ikaw ang lalake. .
Me : Bitaw2 ! Weird talaga uy .
*Mr. R shares something about his love life , which I can`t put here*


To that Mr. R : Thankyou thankyou thankyou for listening to me :]

-- Macaroonie .

Exams Schmamsss part II .

I don`t want to study for Econ. . .So many topics XD Newaii . An overview of today`s exams :


FILIPINO -- errr , okay . Quite easy && that`s good news for me cuz I didn`t quite study >:) "Bakit may uwak?!?!" HAHA XD

PHYSUX , i mean PHYSICS -- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH . I didn`t get to finish the Problem Solving . I also didn`t get to answer two questions in the Simple Problem Solving . Oh well . Curse you Physux ! XD

I.T. -- super okaaaaaaaaaaaay :D except I forgot bowt the MOD though . It sucks -____-"


w00t w00t . Only two more till party time :D :D :D
GO FOR THE ENGLISH TO TAGALOG TIRADA . haha .
The Way I Are [ English ] : "Baby if you strip, you can get a tip. . ."
The Way I Are [ Tagalog ] : "Baby kung ika`y huhubad , makakuha ka ng sweldo. . ."
pangeeta uy ! XD *go Reanne && Jann :P*


P.S. : What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you`d know how I feel .
[ for : hallway guy. .]

Maybe I Don`t [ exams shmamsss ]

Ellyse just left my house [ invitation printing ! :D ] so I now feel a little bored :| Oh well . I should be studying but my mom said that I should rest . w00t XD

1st *friggin* day of the exams:
• C.L.E. --- okay @_@ concupiscence ?? LOL .

• Math --- oh gehd . I remember what I said before the exam started: "I love math" . The reason : I was solving && stuff && I got correct answers so I felt happy . But when I looked at the problem solving of the exam [ && some of the questions in the multiple choice part as well ] , my face fell . I was like "Woah." I literally "hanged" when I read the question . Soooooooo. . .My conclusion is : I DON`T HAVE A FUTURE IN MATH && I HATE MATH [ XD ] . Imma take up Accountancy in college pa naman . So. . . .Rak en Rol !!!

• Health --- okay . Hallucinogens. . .~ XD


So there . A quick runthrough of my thoughts about the exams . *sigh* , I now have to study @_@



P.S.: Bear In Mind The "Something" I Told You .
[ for: . . . . .yeah .]

Wishlist :]

Since the Christmas Party is fast approaching , our class awhile ago picked the names on who would be our "manitos" && "manitas" . We made a wishlist [ in a 1 whole cartolina ] && this is what I put in that cartolina :

• skateboard [ Enjoi na deck ]
• Magic the Gathering Booster PACKS
• new trucks sa skateboard !
• sling bag [ Guerilla brand ] *wag kikay na sling bag !!*
• RF load [ P500 ] hahaha c:
• skate shoes !! [ size 6 , preferably OSIRIS brand ]
• "stick". . .sa maka.gets . hehe .
• skimboard !!
• any PANDA stuffs. . ^^
• DARK CHOCOLATES !! [ Hershey`s c: ]
• anything PURPLE ! [ preferably drumsticks ] *ung drumsticks na para sa drums ha ! wag ung chicken . lol*
• Panic! At the Disco CD [ A Fever You Can`t Sweat Out ]
• Paramore CD [ All We Know Is Falling ]

TOTAL COST : about P13,600 :))

P.S. : Ok na MASYADO sa akin kung maka.bigay ka ng isa or dalawa sa list na yan . Preferably the panda stuffs or ung CD`s . bwahaha ! :D