song: That`s What You Get

Lalala~ The title is self-explanatory . Eat yer words ! Lol .

Hatred is seeping in my circulatory system. . like blood . Sweet blood~

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It`s your turn, so take a seat we`re settling the final score.
&& why do we like to hurt so much?

I can`t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
&& why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That`s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That`s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
&& that`s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you`re not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here. [ so damn true ]
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn. [ I already did ]
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
&& that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

-- M i R a i
[ that`s what you get ]

Manipulation .

MANIPULATION [ va ]

Etymology:

back-formation from manipulation, from French, from manipuler to handle an apparatus in chemistry, ultimately from Latin manipulus

1: to treat or operate with or as if with the hands or by mechanical means especially in a skillful manner
2 a: to manage or utilize skillfully
b: to control or play upon by artful, unfair, or insidious means especially to one's own advantage
3: to change by artful or unfair means so as to serve one's purpose


Ugh . You`re such a manipulative little b**** .
You only think about your damn fugly self . To tell you the truth , your friends are just being plastic to you . && to think you`re the puppet master of this show huh ? You ain`t fooling anyone .

Just letting out my anger on someone.......

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I`m hella stressed right now . My Senior life is in the brink of killing me [ lol ] . Projects , projects , projects galore ! Whappow .

BTW , goodluck to all Ateneo de Davao Senior students this Wednesday . w00t .

song of this week && next week :




" Stress suppressed in the process..
Now I`m here && it seems like the clock is ticking
I want to hide under my bed cuz I feel like I`m bleeding
My anger under my fear cuz I feel like exploding
&& the rest of me under my sleeves cuz I feel like dying
My tears are drifting from my eyes but I`m giggling
I`m now inside this bubble && everything is vibrating
I don`t know if I`d still be coming out cuz I think I like it better here lying
But I know I have to keep on living so I could come back here more often... "

*sigh* . Oh my Senior Life~

-- M I R A I .
[ stressed .. ]

Hug hug hug .

Just a quick post [ Economics period *I.T. Session* ] .
I`m hating this day .
I wish I said "Hi" to you awhile ago .
But I`m sure it doesn`t mean anything to you now .
*sigh*

At least I got a hug from bestfriends whom I love .
[ There was one hug in particular that was really sweet:) ]
&& it`s Ash Wednesday .
&& I said "Hi" to my promdate [ though he didn`t say "Hi" back but he was sorry . *haha* ]
&& my classmates && I had vanity moments .
Thanks to Arvi`s cam XD


Still. .I`m angry && in a badtrip .
But most of all , depressed , confused && hurt .
Hayy .
Emo mode`s activated .
Wth .

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song for the day :




"&& here I rest where
Disappointment && regret collide
Lying awake at night"

-- Macaroonie

[ BRoken as ever . awts ]

D A M N .

My sim just got P.U.K.`d by my nephew .

Damn it .
Damn it .
Damn it !!

Errr ....

-- Macaroonie .

song: Define

Hmpf . I`m in a "badtrip" cuz of SOME PEOPLE [ or is it PERSON ?!? ] . They [ or is it SHE / HE ?!? ] are [ is ?! ] just so immature . Damn it . This song calms me down whenever I feel this way . .

Define ~ Hilera
Failed again so just leave me alone
Define, define, define
Failed again so just leave me alone
Define, define, define

I’ve heard it all before
I’ve seen this ship a thousand times
Oh, I’ve seen it all before [ && I`m sick of it ]
It’s tall && harder when they fall

Say hello, it’s me, let’s go
I’m thinking your thoughts and you’re thinkin’ mine [ I just hope so ]
Oh, it’s you, hello, let’s go
I’ve tried so hard but again I

Failed again so just leave me alone
Define, define, define
Failed again so just leave me alone
Define, define, define

Touch me, baby, I’ll take you home
I know a friend, I know a friend
Touch me, baby, I’ll take you home
Define, define, define

I’ve heard it all before
I’ve seen this ship a million times
Oh, I’ve seen it all before [ && I`m sick of it ]
It’s tall && harder when they fall

Say hello, it’s me, let’s go
I’m thinking your thoughts and you’re thinkin’ mine [ I just hope so ]
Oh, it’s you, hello, let’s go
I’ve tried so hard but again I

Failed again so just leave me alone
Define, define, define
Failed again so just leave me alone
Define, define, define

-- Macaroonie [ gi.bad3p . pota.. ]

song: Letters To God

Hmm hmm . I listen to this song whenever I`m angry or some intense emotion builds up inside of me .It kinda calms me down . && right now , I`m angry. .at myself . I seem to be blind of the things that are right in front of me . But oh well . I`m just plain angry at myself.....Help me , God .

Letters To God ~ Box Car Racer

caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark && cold as night
let me go
i`m not done
i swear i`ll take just one lifetime && i

i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

i should`ve asked
i could`ve helped
at least a f*cking 1,000 times before
will this offer get me in
or does this prove that they gave more && i

i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

&& i
i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

&& i
i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

FUDGE . i hate myself .