song: When It Rains

The "scribble" is proof . You were true . Do you really want to end this *almost* beginning ?

When It Rains ~ Paramore
&& when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again && mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
&& convinced yourself
that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

&& when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
&& you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
&& take these chances and turn it around
Just turn it around.

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming &&
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

You can take your time, take my time

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN ]

Updates .

Past week.....

Tempra for you?
Ugh . I got fever AND colds last Wednesday . I had to miss one day of school . I went to school the next day , though I still wasn`t feeling 1oo% well . Up to now , I have colds . Weh .

Nanny Mode
I already have 2 "clients" . Haha . They`re pretty sweet && cute together . The only problem is a lot of people are teasing them . So it`s kinda awkward [ @_@ ] . As their nanny , I have to stop those guys . But how ? Hmmm .

Play. .So Pay !
I`ve been thinking for the past month if I should buy myself a PSP . I`m not going to buy just because a lot of people are holding PSP`s right now but because there are a lot of benefits . && oh yeah , I wanna kill my bro in Naruto Shippuuden [ XD ]

512 mB ? Oh Please .
Uh oh . The memory card of my cellphone`s almost full . I`ve already asked my dad if he could by me a new one [ a 4GB would do XD ] . He said yes but up to now , still no memory card . Errr . [ @_@ ] .

Bestfriends , For God`s Sake .
Ugh . Some people are thinking that I`m harboring feelings for some of my guy bestfriends [ Ahia or The DJ or Pedro ] . No , okay ? I`m 1oo% loyal to Mr. H.G. .

The Three Faces of Life
The "English-ed" title of the movie [ Ang Tatlong Mukha ng Buhay ] made by my fellow schoolmates && some of our teachers here in the Ateneo High School . The whole highschool watched it last Friday but it was by batch . Us Seniors were last , having the slot for the last full show . The movie was pretty nice , kewl && funny . It was about typical situations in life [ love , family && the like ] . Abelardo Macaspag III is so kawaii !!! [ XD ]

Wobbly
This is how my friend described her current relationship with her boyfriend . They`ve been together for 4 years already . I just hope they`ll be okay cuz I was the one who hooked them up in the first place *Wa* .


My Favorite LSS . Woah
My current LSS && favorite song : The King of Wishful Thinking ~ New Found Glory .

"If I don`t listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself
I`ll get over you I know I will
I`ll pretend my ship`s not sinking
&& I`ll tell myself I’m over you
Because I`m the king queen of wishful thinking
I am the king queen of wishful thinking
I`ll get over you I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won`t shed a tear for you
I`ll be the king queen of wishful thinking"

I`m Not Going To Let You Slip Out That Easily
Oh . I wish you`d just know . Why are you doing this now ? Hmmm . It`s not over yet *I hope* .

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN ]

poem && picture: Fade Away

Finally , finally , finally ! This time , it`s a REAL poem , not a compo XD

*linked to dA ^^

Fade Away
The rare smiles you wear
The melodious laugh I hear
Complete my heart
Trying to catch your eye
Infatuation is not that simple
My angel so true
Come with me
For flowers bloom
In this ethereal garden
Love me if you dare
Take my hand
Look me in the eyes
I wear a thousand masks
But with you ,
I am only myself
Learning && waiting isn`t that easy
But I will until our hearts fade as one...

&& yeah , I will wait...

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Music && Lyrics .

Just thought of posting what was in the G.M. [ group message ] Sir Lactaoen / Dwardie sent :

"If I`m a writer ,
If I`m a poet ,
I might love you .
But never show it. ."
-- Milligram Smile by From Autumn To Ashes .

Cool lyrics :D

&& it reminds me to post some of my new poems here . But I can`t find it . Whappow @_@

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

I.M.Y . I.L.Y. ? <33

Aw . I just missed surfing through one of my favorite sites when I was still in 3rd year , which is explodingdog.com . The owner of that site is Sam . He makes digital art out of the titles that you e-mail to him . He does pretty good , kewl && funny pictures , I can say :]

Ahm , this is for him though . Hmmmmmm .

"what can i say ? ♥"

"i think you understand. . ♥"


"i don`t know what to do anymore ."

"i wonder if you miss me as much i miss you ."


"&& if you were with me tonight ,
I`d sing to you just one more time .
A song for a heart so big ,
God wouldn`t let it live ."
-- May Angels Lead You In ~ Jimmy Eat World

Woops . Are you missing someone , Jam ? Lulz .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Inspired or Expired ? XD [ Ebony && Ivory 'portrait' ]

*this is linked to my dA :]

Uh . This is a drawing I made on this oh-so-plain && boring Friday . In nearly all of the subjects , we did almost nothing [ related to that subject , that is ] XD

I started making this at around Physics time . My first drawing is at the back of the 4th Quarter Scope && Sequence for p6 but I redrew cuz I didn`t liek it. . :0

Anyway , I finished it at around the end of our English period . This is also the reason why I didn`t get perfect on Sir Vun`s quiz . I was concentrating much on making this drawing , so I got a wrong answer for the last number . Awwww . [ 3/4 divided by 7 . Errrr ] But oh well . At least it`s finished . I even put Ed`s black && white ballers there to match the "theme" . XD

Go ahead , just called me inspired ♥♥ :D

PS:
• I exaggerated my height here a "little" bit. .*cough* XD
• Gawd , I didn`t draw his hair right !! Damn it . @_@
• I only drew this using one ballpen !! [ the PHAT pink one one the left side of my p6 notebook XD ]
• I guess I was just missing someone . Hmm . Hmm .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

song: The Promise

Wapahk ! My last blog post before school starts again *ugh* . Oh well . *This blog post`s kinda short @_@*

I just recently watched Napoleon Dynamite [ one of my favorite movies ] && heard this song . I just thought of posting it here . w00t ! :D

*I`m happy happy happy happy ♥♥x :D*
------ Err , that was random XD

The Promise ~ New Found Glory feat. Chris Carraba, vocalist of Dashboard Confessional
[ originally by When In Rome ]

I`m sorry , but I`m just thinking of the right words to say .
I know they don`t sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you wait around a while , I`ll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will...

If you need a friend,
don`t look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I`ll always be there.

&& when you`re in doubt,
&&when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
&& I`ll be there.

I`m sorry, but I`m just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
But if you wait around a while, I`ll make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise, I promise you I will. [ I really will. . . ]

When your day is through,
&& so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I`m gonna always be there.

Sometimes if I shout,
it`s not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
And if I had to walk the world, to make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise you, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise you, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
And if I have to walk the world to make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise you, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will...

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

poem: Sweet Catastrophe

A sweet sound from your perfectly shaped mouth
Becomes inspiration && slow dances
Catastrophic , ain`t it ?
Distressed , are you ?

Endings && shortcuts, you`re the only answer
For cynical minds seem to be a
Guillotine now . My
Heart && soul is gone
In your mysterious && oh-so-complex entity

Jealousy
Kills the music that we hear around us but
Logic , reason && treason do not
Matter anymore

Narrate your side of the story . For I could be your beautified
Ophelia, your sacrificial Juliet, your
Passionate && loving
Queen in the
Room of Hearts

Speak, my dear for I
To hear the notes that would leave me dancing
Under a rainbow colored umbrella, my
Visage looking for your
Wondrous, undefined &&
Xtraordinary smile

You seem far away though but my
Zeal towards you will never change . .
You will forever be my Sweet Catastrophe ♥

Daisuki des, kawairashii katasutorofu ♥♥♥x

*An alphabet poem ! XD

Phone Lines && Low Definitions .

You`re slowly swaying to those melodramatic symphonies going on in your head again . Have you not realized the music has changed ? It`s for you && I now. ."Seemingly endless hallways with you && I at centerstage" , I said . But no , you`re not noticing the way I`ve shaken up since the moment you touched my entity . But then: Yes, I`ve already decided to try my luck on you .

Let me cut through your phone lines , for you to notice the sequence I put in slow motion . Where we had a brief blissful moment together with monosyllables uttered from our pretentious mouths .I thought I could map myself onto your life at that time . But [ once again ] , you had your black-sapphire eyes unfocused on me .

Oh star , I wish you would fall beside me tonight . Crashes && burns do not matter to me , I just need your ethereal light. . .

So pack your bags now . Leave me lingering for your rare smiles . We`ll make the great escape from this cynical world . Where land grows abundance && where the sun sheds teardrops. . .Dreams .

Now I sit at the edges of misery , knowing that your phone lines are dead , as well as your heart . But I look up && see the brand new moon . I just know tonight && every moment spent figuring you out is worth it. . . As I hear the low definitions from the melodramatic symphony you sing so softly .

* "composition" XD

poem: It Seems that I Do .

Out on the crowded ballroom floor
A sea of bloody red && endless exchanges of "Hello"
A flash of black suddenly came from the door
As the fast-paced music turned mellow

Seemingly oblivious to the surroundings around me
To those blue-eyed couples dancing in rhythm
Feeling unwanted && invisible as I sit here
With my heart screaming words that no one seems to listen

Ah yes , I pretend to feel you`re not there
Your black-ish essence will never be mine
But still , I want to listen to the intricate speeches of your hair
&& to know all the words we`ll redefine

A thousand lightyears are tearing us apart
&& therein lies the irony
We will never know how or when to start
But it`s plain to see for everybody
That you && I are meant to be

Although my vast darkness while never see your white radiance
I will never tell you lies
&& while I sat, drowning in hopes && thoughts. . .
You simply asked me to dance .
Whoa...

11. . . .14 && 23 ;]

Emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions .

11.10.07
-- feverish yet inspired . LOL .