Probability . Hmm .

Since a lot of people are moving out of Blogspot && I`m kind of tired of my blog here , I might be moving to blog.com [ the blog hosting site I used when I was still a 3rd year Highschool student ] or wordpress.com or still here but a new one . That`s only if I am not too lazy to make a new one but I think I will out of boredom . Tutututut :D

-- M i R a i
[ insomniaaaaaa ]

My "Philosophical" Nephew..&& Then Some .

This brief yet kind of funny conversation took place in our car which my eldest brother was driving [ date : April 16, 2oo8 ] . His girlfriend [ the birthday girl / the mother of my nephew ] was seated beside the driver`s seat while my nephews were beside me . My nephews && I were behind my eldest brother . Thad, my younger nephew, was making really loud noises with his brother .

The conversation...
My brother`s girlfriend :
In Filipino = Thad, huwag maingay sabi ni Papa Jesus .
In English = Thad, the Lord Jesus said that you should keep quiet .

My nephew :
In Filipino = Di ko man siya narinig, Mommy .
In English = I didn`t hear Him, Mommy .


Haha ! I just wanted to share that XD


Hmm, April 16 . That was the day I was scheduled to take the A.C.A.T. [ Ateneo College Admissions Test ] . That test was kind of easy but tiring . There were a loooooot of test items , especially in English [ grammar , sentence correction , paragraph analyzing && those kind of things ] .

When I took the test , I noticed there were only 3 Ateneans who took it [ including me ] . Hmm . I kind of thought that A.C.A.T. is a rip-off for the Ateneans who already passed the C.S.A.T. [ College Scholastic Ability Test *I think @_@* ] . I mean , I was already enrolled when I took the A.C.A.T. So what`s the use of it ? What`s more , the payment for the A.C.A.T. costs P25o . Tssssk .

Anyway , Imma talk about the brighter side of things now [ :D ] . After I took the A.C.A.T. , my eldest brother && I went to Picobello in Gaisano South Mall for the birthday celebration of my brother`s girlfriend . 8 slices of Con Salcice && *I forgot XD* after , I felt better about the A.C.A.T. .So weh ? XD

BTW , I know this post is quite random . Oh well . I feel quite random today :)
Oooh , it`s the 22nd of April already. ♥

Anyway , I gotta sleep . My insomnia is never ending during the summer season . Damn . Oh well . Good morning world :]]

FINISHED THIS BLOGPOST AT 3.45 AM . WOOT WOOT !

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"This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I`d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start"♥♥♥

-- M i R a i
[ 2 on 22 ♥ ]

New Workplace [:

Since my motherboard got out of whack due to excessive heating [ It used to be near a window . Wah @_@ ] about a month ago, my PC was relocated to my study table [ which is now my former study table XD ] . Anyway, this is my new setup . Weh . Quite messy, isn`t it ? This is how I like my setup XD

Its contents...
• *of course* monitor , CPU , mouse , mousepad , keyboard && power supply [ under the desk , not seen ] .

ON THE DESK :
• my panda hat from Hongkong
-- It covers the mug where I keep my pens, pencils, highlighters, etcetera . I just love looking at the cute face of a Panda [:

• calculator with panda sticker
-- I use it if I need some calculations done or if I`m too lazy to add things up [ example: how much Penya would I lose if I bought 2o Orikalcums when it`s 85k each ? *go Flyff ! XD* ]

• Wrigley`s Eclipse mints
-- I eat some when I need a quick breath freshener . Weh ! Its sugarfree too x]]

• panda coin purse
-- In case I wanna buy something [ like junkfood or Coke ] , I just grab that coin purse && head down to the “sari-sari store” near our house . But if in the case that I am playing/using the PC , I ask our helpers to buy me the things I want XD

• Spongebob keychain [ or what used to be one XD ]
-- He`s my stress ball ! He has these little styro ball thingys that make me relax when I squeeze it . Wooo :D

• my PSP
-- I play it when I`m waiting for videos to stream &&/or downloads to finish :D

• my roller brush
-- It`s very handy when my hair needs a quick fix . I actually don`t care when my hair goes all frizzy && tangle-y but my mom && dad hate it when they see my hair in that kind of state . XD

• notepad && pencil
-- I write down passwords && e-mails that I need to remember, cool websites, cheats [ XD ] or anything at all in it . The thing written down on my notepad as of now is this : “Time has a way of healing, so they say.” [ Evidence ~ Urbandub ] Why that, you ask ? I ain`t some razor-loving emo kid . That`s just my favorite song as of now :D

• Japanese-English-Filipino dictionary by Lenny Arriola Koizumi *under the notepad*
-- I actually don`t know why is that there . I don`t wanna take it out though XD

• my two cellphones [ Globe && Sun *in the near future* ]
-- For easy finding && usage . Period XD

ON TOP OF THE CPU:
• light blue rectangle thing
-- That`s actually a wallet the girlfriend of my middle bro gave to me when she came back from the States [ together with the dark chocolate *previous blogpost* ] . IDK why it`s there @_@

• ninja bear
-- It has a name ! It`s Hatori Hanzot . The name`s from a character [ Hatori Hanzo ] from the game, Samurai Showdown . The bear`s dressed like him, see ? XD

• random CD`s
-- RF CD , Motherboard CD , Capcom Classics UMD are there . IDK why it`s there *again* XD


So that`s all for my new setup for my PC ! Weh :D

-- M i R a i
[ 22 :* ]

If You Get There Before I Do...

Awwe . This is a nice copy + paste bulletin I got from Pol Labang . Weh :D

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me

He said, "Boy, you might not understand,but a long, long time ago,

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none,

but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and runaway together

Get married in the first town we came to and live forever

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead

I found this letter, and this is what it said:

"If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see

And between now and then

Til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away

In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray

I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years

But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see
And between now and then

Til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, Me."

-- M i R a i

[ pata pata pata pon ! XD ]

Oh . Hahaha .

Well , the story of why I have a picture like that is quite simple [ && common actually ] . Boredom IS the root cause of all things ! Lol . Anyway...

I was hella bored while waiting for Gossip Girl to load [ I don`t download , I just watch videos off teh net@_@ ] . I was surfing around Friendster then I saw my Dash 1 [ Sheila Son ] `s primary photo . It was our picture during the prom . She "edited" the pic to make it look like a magazine [ Seventeen ] . I knew where she edited that picture && I went to that site . I edited another picture *below* from that site , magmypic.com . So out of boredom , the picture above came out too . Lol XD

*o2.29.o8*
[ at Kuya Rendz` house ( their music room ) .
music project making .
:D ]

-- M I R A I .
[ still stressed T_T ]

There Goes 30 :]

I got bored early in the morning so I answered this survey . I had to name 3o people . Haha . I had fun though XD
Bear with the survey , most of my answers are in Tagalog . Lol .

Can you name 30 people you can think
of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath
until you write the names of all 30
people.*NO CHEATING*

IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER WHATSOEVER:
1.Rachel Lawan
2.Xuggz Canencia
3.Lyse Valdevieso
4.Jemiel Elio
5.Donico Estanislao
6.James Dequiña
7.Cha Santos
8.Tzai Sauza
9.Carz Leyson
10.Jel Napala
11.Gian Dakay
12.Jyro Crame
13.Pe3 Galvez
14.Maui Homez
15.Chie Masiga
16.Yana Gualberto
17.Ivy Lopez
18.Yen Avanceña
19.Rendz Tagalog
20.Lean Arcena
21.Keka de Guzman
22.Kua Janoos Martinez
23.Sheila Son
24.Marc Fortes
25.Jikx Fernandez
26.Nicx de Manuel
27.Piex Ventura
28.Achee delos Reyes
29.Mikx Sakurai
30.Deanno Baluyut

THE QUESTIONS:

• How did you meet 10?
-school . 2ndyr classmate (:

• What would you do if you had never
met 6?
-no more Master Budots . awww . haha ! jk lang Ahnia ! :]]

• What would you do if 20 and 15
dated?
-ha ? haha . far out mxdo. .ai .

• If you could marry between 6 and 14
who will it be?
-MAUI NA LAN . AI . HAHAHAH XD

• Did you ever like 9?
-i LOVE her . haha :D

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-shobe ? ieah . awww .

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
-lesbo tandem ? hahaha XD

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good
couple?
-rach && xuggz ? ahm ? hahaha XD

• Describe 8
-GWAPA . hahaha . :p

• Do you like 12?
-yayo !! haha . op cors i do :p

• Tell me something about 17
-ivy ! sabaan mate ! ngak3 XD

• What's 7's favorite color?
-pink ? haha XD

• What would you do if 1 just
confessed they liked you?
-rach loves me kaya ! diba LOVES ? haha XD

• When was the last time you talked to
number 15?
-nung sat. .ng.kita kami sa SM . weh :D

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
-that i`m his lil sis . haha :]]

• What language does 13 speak?
-tagalog. .ENGLISH . bisaya pero di xa bgay . haha ! XD

• Who is 2 going out with?
-SI BLUENITE . AHAHAHA XD

• What grade is 16 in?
-4th year . ka.batch lan . haha :D

• What is 5's favorite music?
-ahia don ? same as mine ata . haha XD

• Would you ever date 13?
-eeeww ! would i ever date a ghey magnet ? lulz XD

• Is 11 single?
-gian ?? courting nha ian. .haha :D

• What is 10's last name?
-jel ? napala . haha :]]

• Would you ever want to be in a
serious relationship with 7?
-oh em Goch !! hahaha XD

• Where does 18 live?
-ecoland lan . weee (:

• What do you think about 20?
-Lean ? NERD ! ai . jk lang . a good advice giver :D

• What is the best thing about 30?
-deanskie ? lingaw kasama && uber nice ^^

• What would you like to tell 14 right
now?
-buddy !! ep. 9 na ako !! hahaha XD

• How did you meet 9?
-2nd yr classmates pow kme :D

• What is the best and worst thing
about 2?
-best ? everything !! diba sis ? haha :D worst ? rapist xa ! ngak3 . jk lang sis :))

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
-lyse ? oh ieah . if she wants to . haha :]]

• How long have you known 26?
-1styr HS . hahaha . *ehem* XD

* Who is 24?
-marc fortes ! currently 4 ~ Gonzaga`s maniniyot . haha XD

• Are you or did you ever date 2?
-xuggz ? nag.break na kxe kme..sory . HAHAHA XD

• Do you have a crush on 27?
-kei pyckz ?! pwd na rin . hahaha . jk XD

• Would you kiss 25?
-jikko ? sa cheek siguro pwd pa haha

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
-op cors ! my dearest bro ! haha XD

• Would you like to hug/kiss 21?
-aie soos ! kame pa ni keka ! ahaha . missyou dai ! T_T

• Is 29 your gff?
-mika sakurai. .ieah . i miss her nha . awww :(

• What do you hate about 23?
-Sheila ? ala mann ! ilahb this girl :D

• What's your relationship with 28?
-my good supah friend . haha :D missyou dai ! T_T

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ happy now :D ]

Addiction , Once More [ /GG ]

"G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S" ♥

I`m supposed to study for the Economics Long Test , make my assignments [ Math && Physics ] , finish the draft I`ve made for English [ two by two reporting ] && the Powerpoint presentation for our Investigatory project .

But as the #1 procrastinator in our household , I`ve only finished two out of those four to do stuff [ the first two ] . Oh well . I could finish the other two later .

Well , what is the reason for my procrastination this time ? It`s not because of my laziness or anything . I was actually doing something . Still , that something isn`t related to what I`m supposed to do . XD

The reason :

I was watching Gossip Girl [ TV Series ] .

I used to watch it some 3 or 4 months ago . I stopped on episode 5 . I actually don`t know why I stopped watching the series . I`m just glad I`m back to watching it now [ It also helps me to take my mind off stressful things *cough* ] . My bestfriend / buddy , Maui Homez , is also addicted to this series . So is Dinna Gonzales && Pam Santiago . Gossip Girl`s the rage right now XD

Oh , && if you`re wondering what the song above is , that`s one of the songs from Gossip Girl`s OST . It was in Episode 3 . It`s the choir`s cover of Fergie`s Glamorous XD

Ahmm , gotta end this post now . I still have unfinished schoolwork *Wa* .
Ta-ta ! ^^
XOXO ;)

BTW , in case you haven`t noticed , I already changed my blog layout ! I`ve finally found one for my blog . Claps for me :D

-- Macaroonie .
[ still BRokeN though ]

Intriguing ! @_@

Watch it . It`s kinda intriguing what beast is in that movie [ Cloverfield ] . Lol XD

Music && Lyrics .

Just thought of posting what was in the G.M. [ group message ] Sir Lactaoen / Dwardie sent :

"If I`m a writer ,
If I`m a poet ,
I might love you .
But never show it. ."
-- Milligram Smile by From Autumn To Ashes .

Cool lyrics :D

&& it reminds me to post some of my new poems here . But I can`t find it . Whappow @_@

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Frailty :-"

This picture was taken after the wedding reception of my mom && dad last Saturday . Some bridesmaid forgot her bouquet so I took it XD

I edited that picture && the picture above came out . .


Frailty....
1 : the quality or state of being frail
2 : a fault due to weakness especially of moral character

Hmmmmmm .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Laugh Out Loud :]]

Haha ! This pic`s from our "receiving room" . My mom hates the word "LoL". .but I don`t know why she has her jars arranged in that way XD

This is the hidden word found in our house . Weh XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Memory .

Copy-pasted a crush survey thingy from my former classmate , John Carlo dela Cruz *haha* . Just a little tribute to Ebony / HG . Wa . I edited some of my answers... XD

answered on : Saturday, 12 January, 2008 at 9:28 PM

CRUSH SURVEY :
1.)Sinong mas matangkad sa inyo ng
crush mo?
- siya . obviously . waaaa .

2.)Ano ang kulay nya?
- ahm... normal . moreno . i think . wa .

3.)sino mas matanda sa inyo?
- siya -___-"

4.)Kailan mo sya last nakita?
- yisturdi .

5.) Kailan mo sya last nkausap?
- ahm . next question ? *T_T*

6.) Close kayo?
- in some aspect daw . wa .

7.)Ano klase buhok nya?
- gna.follow ang prescribed haircut . haha..

8.)Magaling sumayaw?
- ahm ewan ...

9.)Magaling kumanta?
- inde raw sabi ng friend q . wa . LOL .

10.) Saan siya magaling?
- sa isang subject na favorite ko...*smug*

11.)Alam ba nya na crush mo sya?
- i `m xur na YES ...

12.) Kilala ka ba nya?
- yup

13.) Alam nya name mo?
- uu .

14.)Nka text mo na ?
- nung xmas break ...

15.)May karibal ka?
- meron daw . mrmi pa gni . wa .

16.) Gaano ktagal mo na sya crush?
- 4 months , i think .. since sept or oct

17.)Saan mo sya unang nkta?
- school ..

18.) Paano kyo nagkkilala?
- ahw . sa isang school event ..[ C.S.I.P. ] wa.

19.) Sasabihin mo ba sknya?
- alam man nia ... ngak .

20.) Anong pangalan nya?
- *@)@&(!#(@*%$(!^)^@ . un na un .

21.)Narinig mo na ba boses nya?
- yup pero mga twice or thrice lang . ung
nag.hi xa sa akn..

22.)Kilala ba siya ng mga friends mo?
- ahw uu . wa

23.) E kilala mo ba mga friend nya?
- yup . wa .

-- Macaroonie :(

Mystery :]

Decode it . Find out what it says . I dare you . *haha* XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

song: The Adventure

Just another song I found unplayed in my Music Library / Store . Has nice lyrics . && also a kewl band *Tom Delonge [ former vocalist of the already broken up band Blink 182 ] is the vocalist of Angels && Airwaves* :]

The Adventure ~ Angels && Airwaves
I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up && I`m alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I`m the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that`s dead shall be re-grown,
&& your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.

Hey, oh, here I am,
&& here we go, life`s waiting to begin .

Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I felt this thing,
I can't replace.
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me

Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me),
&& here we go, life`s waiting to begin (do this with me).
Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me).
&& here we go, life`s waiting to begin ,
life's waiting to begin .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

I.M.Y . I.L.Y. ? <33

Aw . I just missed surfing through one of my favorite sites when I was still in 3rd year , which is explodingdog.com . The owner of that site is Sam . He makes digital art out of the titles that you e-mail to him . He does pretty good , kewl && funny pictures , I can say :]

Ahm , this is for him though . Hmmmmmm .

"what can i say ? ♥"

"i think you understand. . ♥"


"i don`t know what to do anymore ."

"i wonder if you miss me as much i miss you ."


"&& if you were with me tonight ,
I`d sing to you just one more time .
A song for a heart so big ,
God wouldn`t let it live ."
-- May Angels Lead You In ~ Jimmy Eat World

Woops . Are you missing someone , Jam ? Lulz .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Something Random. . .

I NEED NEW EARPHONES .

That`s it .
*bow* XD

-- Macaroonie .

Sympathy && Empathy .

SYMPATHY :
a. an affinity, association, or relationship between persons or things wherein whatever affects one similarly affects the other
b. mutual or parallel susceptibility or a condition brought about by it
c. unity or harmony in action or effect sympathy with the scheme as a whole — Edwin Benson>

EMPATHY :
a. the imaginative projection of a subjective state into an object so that the object appears to be infused with it

b. he action of understanding, being aware of, being sensitive to, and vicariously experiencing the feelings, thoughts, and experience of another of either the past or present without having the feelings, thoughts, and experience fully communicated in an objectively explicit manner.

To put in simple terms :
Sympathy is feeling FOR someone while empathy is feeling WITH someone .


Are you wondering why I posted this here ? Well , my seatmate forever [ Kuya Rendz ] told me that he is sympathetic with me . Then I told him my definition of sympathy && told him that he should be empathetic with me since he is also experiencing my situation right now . It`s just that I want to clarify the true meaning of sympathy && empathy. . XD

-- Macaroonie .

song: There`s No One Like You

Ahhh ! The song that`s been playing on my mind since Saturday [ LSS ] XD . This is probably caused by playing too much Guitar Hero: Rocks the 80`s . w00t . I hella love the intro of the lead guitar here !! :]]

No One Like You ~ The Scorpions
Girl Boy, it`s been a long time that we`ve been apart
Much too long for a man girl who needs love
I miss you since I`ve been away
Babe, it wasn`t easy to leave you alone
It`s getting harder each time that I go
If I had the choice, I would stay

There`s no one like you
I can`t wait for the nights with you
I imagine the things we`ll do
I just wanna be loved by you [ haha ]

No one like you
I can`t wait for the nights with you
I imagine the things we`ll do
I just wanna be loved by you [ haha ]

Girl Boy, there are really no words strong enough
To describe all my longing for love
I don`t want my feelings restrained
Ooh, babe, I just need you like never before
Just imagine you`d come through this door
You`d take all my sorrow away

There`s no one like you
I can`t wait for the nights with you
I imagine the things we`ll do
I just wanna be loved by you [ haha ]

No one like you
I can`t wait for the nights with you
I imagine the things we`ll do
I just wanna be loved by you [ haha ]

No one like you ♥♥

* Leandro Victor Arcena`s my idol when it comes to Guitar Hero :P
To Lean : I hate you forever , Konsul ! haha . No one like H I M , right ? ;]]

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Happy New Year from the world of Flyff XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU !
from Macaroonie™


:D

Back In Being The #1 "Food Assist" :P

Well well well . I just proved old habits DO die hard . So hard that I`ve become addicted once more. . To Flyff [ Fly for Fun ] .

I started when I was a Junior [ 3rd year ] around December , just after the 3rd Quarter exams . My bro was already playing at that time but I wasn`t really interested . But when I started playing , I became err. .addicted XD

But there`s always that "gaming lull" . && that happened to me during the Summer of `o7 . I was too tired from the C.A.T. Summer Training to play , even if I wanted to . Also , I forgot the password to my account. .What`s more is that I don`t know which e-mail I used for that account . Damn it @_@ [ The name of my former character is Macaroonie ]

But I`m back now . I started all over again after the 3rd Quarter exams [ History repeats itself ! XD ] *the name`s Macaroonie™ right now , with a trademark sign ;]* Here`s a current screenshot of Macaroonie™ :

Macaroonie`s back !! :D :D :D

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x