Year - Ender .

As the year 2oo7 comes to a close , Imma review that year. .by month :) [ some of the descriptions are kinda random , so bear with it XD ]

JANUARY -- Hep ! 3rd year days. .To summarize this month in a sentence : The 31st of January caused me a "Big Apple Heartbreak" && feeling a "Never Let This Go" . [ for the people who can understand why. . @_@ ]

FEBRAURY -- Our batch experienced the first ever Junior-Senior Promenade . My promdate was Kevin Roa [ haha ] . The song "A New Tattoo" by Urbandub played that night . That memory`s still fresh in my mind :-" Thank God for Valentine`s day ! XD

MARCH -- `Twas the saddest month ever. .I made lots of new friends in the batch a year ahead of us [ the Seniors last year ] . I didn`t want them to graduate yet . At the time when I became close to them , March had to come . Errrr .
To mention a few of them :
• The 4-Borgians last year !! mga choyaxx at bugay :D
• Blue Knight people ;]]
• Seashores && Coffeecups band :)
• Some people from the Honors` Class [ mamee`s class ] XD

APRIL -- Mom was recovering from her illness at that time . So everything`s all happy happy :)

MAY -- The most unforgettable month of 2oo7 . Why ? Cuz I decided to join the C.A.T. Summer Training . [ May 7 , 2oo7 - May 27 , 2oo7 ] . Hella memorable . Lahbyoo COCC-01 ! :D

JUNE -- First month as a SENIOR . w00t w00t . Section : 4-St. Aloysius Gonzaga :)

JULY -- First month as a Unit Commander !! I miss my 3-Gonzaga cadets. .XD

AUGUST -- FIESTA ♥♥ Us C.A.T. officers performed the Silent Drill [ I`ll never forget the practices . Throwing of Rifles ! hahaha XD ] . w00t !! We also ran the Jail Booth XD

SEPTEMBER -- First batch of C.S.I.P. [ I.T. -- grades 5 && 6 ] . 4-Gonzaga`s RETREAT !!! Hella unforgettable [ Injan Injan , Room J XD ] Also , September 22 : BB`s Monthsary ^^ . Spansbab. . .EEEWWW :P

OCTOBER -- Feeling the stressure of being a Senior . wooh :-"
Lovin` my BB Family ♥ .
I hated the Sportsfest cuz of Chris Tiu :P Loved it cuz the "Tres Marias" got reunited :]]
Spansbab to Inluhb . ;]]

NOVEMBER -- Birthday month !!! :] BB made me hapee on my special day :D
Seriously crushing :-"

DECEMBER -- PARTY MONTH XD
4-Gonzaga : Sayawit Champion :D
Family bonding ♥
For short , this month`s really memorable. . . :]


To wrap up this year in a sentence : 2oo7`s one of the best years I`ve experienced so far :D Thanks to my friends , family && especially GOD :]
I`m kind of sad that this year`s going to end , but that`s life @_@

So sayonara 2oo7 , hello 2oo8 !! :]]

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

song: Letters To God

Hmm hmm . I listen to this song whenever I`m angry or some intense emotion builds up inside of me .It kinda calms me down . && right now , I`m angry. .at myself . I seem to be blind of the things that are right in front of me . But oh well . I`m just plain angry at myself.....Help me , God .

Letters To God ~ Box Car Racer

caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark && cold as night
let me go
i`m not done
i swear i`ll take just one lifetime && i

i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

i should`ve asked
i could`ve helped
at least a f*cking 1,000 times before
will this offer get me in
or does this prove that they gave more && i

i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

&& i
i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

&& i
i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

FUDGE . i hate myself .

Oh , The Truth .

I found this pic in Wilene Morales` friendster profile . Hope she doesn`t mind that I "stole" this pic XD

Anyway , I feel that this is true for me . He`s giving mixed signals . I just wish I could tear his heart apart at the seams , maybe then he would know how I feel. . [ Err , emo much ? @_@ ]

Well , who`s 'boy' you ask ? It`s for me to know && for you to find out~

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ HB ? ]

Back In Being The #1 "Food Assist" :P

Well well well . I just proved old habits DO die hard . So hard that I`ve become addicted once more. . To Flyff [ Fly for Fun ] .

I started when I was a Junior [ 3rd year ] around December , just after the 3rd Quarter exams . My bro was already playing at that time but I wasn`t really interested . But when I started playing , I became err. .addicted XD

But there`s always that "gaming lull" . && that happened to me during the Summer of `o7 . I was too tired from the C.A.T. Summer Training to play , even if I wanted to . Also , I forgot the password to my account. .What`s more is that I don`t know which e-mail I used for that account . Damn it @_@ [ The name of my former character is Macaroonie ]

But I`m back now . I started all over again after the 3rd Quarter exams [ History repeats itself ! XD ] *the name`s Macaroonie™ right now , with a trademark sign ;]* Here`s a current screenshot of Macaroonie™ :

Macaroonie`s back !! :D :D :D

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

song: [ May You One Day ] Carry Me Home

What can I say ? Miggy Suarez knows all the kewl bands there are in the music world XD He made me listen to a song [ && We Will All Return To Our Roots ] by the band The Forecast . Weird enough , I didn`t become addicted to that song . This The Forecast song is what I like better than the first one I listened to . The band`s kewl , having two vocalists , a male && a female . The mixing of their voices in some of the verses sounds soothing. .So here`s the lyrics && the song :

[ May You One Day ] Carry Me Home ~ The Forecast

I`m standing in the road && I don`t mind your headlights
you say I`ve lost control
but you`re driving down my road
with pockets full of secrets never said
I`ve got some things to say && I know you can relate [ should I tell you ? ]
kiss && tell I never tell
but I`d love to hear these words roll out your mouth
I`ve got some things to say and I know you can relate [ should I tell you ?]
kiss && tell I never tell
but I`d love to hear these words roll out your mouth
run away with me, run away with me tonight [ I just wish we could. . ]
run away with me, run away with me tonight [ I just wish we could. . ]
it`s getting late so sleep well angel
because I`ll be back tomorrow
we can stay up late && smoke it down
&& feel the breeze beneath our feet
&& chalk it up to friends with no families
we`re on our, we`re on our own
kiss && tell I never tell
but I`d love to hear these words roll out your mouth
we`re on our, we`re on our own
kiss && tell I never tell
but I`d love to hear these words roll out your mouth
run away with me, run away with me tonight [ I just wish we could. . ]
run away with me, run away with me tonight [ I just wish we could. . ]

you`re ok , we`re ok
JUST KNOW THAT I AM NOT GIVING UP ON YOU [x4]

(I`m standing in the road && I don't mind your headlights
you say I`ve lost control) [x2]

* Fudge , I`m hella tired from our family trip. .But it was enjoyable enough (:
** Thanks for telling me bowt this band , Migskie ! :P

The Reason *blah blah* Part ii :]

Just updated my desktop in my PC . I love Alucard ! XD

Notes :
• I finally have a wireless mouse ! w00t .
• My (C:) hard disk just got reformatted *damn Storage Protector program* .
• Most of my files were preserved except for my CS2 . All of my best brushes were there but oh well .
• I just recently discovered that I have a Need For Speed Carbon game in my PC XD

Christmas Season Spending Madness : The Needs && The Wants @_@

Christmas time should be about giving && caring for others but for some [ probably a lot ] people , the best part about the Holiday Season is receiving presents, gifts, trinkets, treasures, etcetera [ luxuries ] . Well , I could say that`s about 4o% true for me . Every Holiday Season , I anticipate the feeling of being given stuffs that I want . But that`s just plain wrong cuz Christmas time ain`t about the gifts you receive .

I just realized that most of the things that I receive during the Holidays are things I need . Well , some are what I want but the former overpowers the latter . Though that happens , a smile could still be seen in my face cuz I really appreciate the gifts I receive && benefit a whole lot from the "needs gifts" . I thought : So I should ask for things I need , instead of the things I want ."

Difficult as it may seem , I now learned how to ask for things I need this Holiday Season . The experience that taught me that happened yesterday. . . [ here it is ]

My father, middle bro && I went to Gaisano Mall [ after a morning full of work work work in ze house ] at around 4.oo PM . Kuya Janoos && I would be getting our Christmas presents from our dad for that day . My bro wanted a PSP && I wanted a Creative Zen mp3 player [ take note of the verbs , WANTED ] . So , we went to GameCore to buy my bro`s PSP . While waiting for its memory card to be loaded with games my bro chose , my dad && I went up to Wiltelcom to buy my Christmas present .

When I had my hands on that Creative Zen mp3 player , I could not put my eyes off of it . I kept on inspecting it from every possible angle . It simply awed me . Call me weird or abnormal or what , I just couldn`t help it cuz I`ve been wanting this for a loooooooooooong time . Here`s a picture of it :


I loved its interface , color , size , everything ! Its color is simply divine [ sophisticated black , as Maiikx said XD ] . && best of all , its memory !! 8GB . That`s more than enough for me XD [ It costs Php 9,ooo something though ]

While I was admiring it , a voice popped up at the back of my head && it said : "Isn`t your cellphone already an mp3 player ??" That thought hit me like a speeding bullet train . My bro already told me that before we left for Gaisano Mall but I was only half-listening .

I looked at my dad && told him that . He said "Ikaw lang bahala Jam" . So I looked at it from every angle [ again ] . It took me about 5 minutes *or I think it was longer than that* [ while a little debate went through my brain ] till I said : "Wag na lang Dad . Tama si Kuya , okay na itong cellphone ko." My dad smiled && said : "Good decision." . So we left Wiltelcom with my heart heavy from thinking that I`ll never get to own that mp3 player . But in my mind , I was proud of myself for making that difficult decision .

When we went home , that`s the time when I fully realized that I made a really good decision , though difficult at first . I finally knew how not to let my wants overpower me .

So this is a message to all of you . What I did proved to help me && my parents a lot . Although Christmas only comes once a year , it`s not an excuse to ask your parents [ or uncles or aunts or blah blah. . ] to splurge their money so much on you . I mean , it`s okay if what you`re asking for is not really expensive . But when it comes to the thing you really want && it`s uber expensive , think first if this would benefit you . There are special cases though , like if you`re uber rich , then go go go !! Lol XD

I just want to say to everyone that Christmas is not about asking for something that you really want , it`s also knowing how to spare people from spending too much money too (:

P.S. : The Christmas gift that I`m getting from my parents is this [ this isn`t really a need but heck , it costs waaaay lesser than the mp3 player !! XD ] :


w00t w00t !! Guitar Hero madness ♥♥♥x

-- Macaroonie [ missing Ebony / H.G. ] ♥♥x

song: Mookie`s Last Christmas

Hep ! I suddenly thought of posting my all-time favorite Christmas song here . First heard this song when my bestfriend who`s from Manila [ Miggy Suarez ] sent me this . Started listening to it about a month ago && then became addicted to it . w00t !! Nice Christmas song by Saosin :P Thanks Migskietootie ! XD

Mookie`s Last Christmas ~ Saosin

From throat && eyes came winter and reasons
I`m told to carry on
Sad overwhelms my senses drown oh I feel dependent
The feeling that you were honest before
I can't shake it...

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red && green all over me
Brings the things that she`ll love
I should let it fold over

We count the days left, 23
&& all I know
Honestly, could I be protected
With you suddenly gone
The feeling that you were honest before
I can't shake it...

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red && green all over me
Brings the things that she`ll love
I should let it fold over

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red && green all over me
Brings the things that she`ll love
I should let it fold over

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green covering me

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! :D

Christmas Eve (:

It`s finally Christmas Eve , && I`m HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY . I don`t know the exact reason why , even though I have problems && some "bad" stuff already happened today . Like: My CPU just got reformatted [ stupid Storage Protector program ] , I woke up with my dad screaming at me , my mom loaded me with a whole lot of chores. . .blah blah blah .

It might be because of the holiday spirit inside of me . I mean, who would want to start Christmas Eve with a frown-y face && be the person who`d be saying : "Bah, humbug!" ?? No , not I .

I`m just happy to say that I`m. . errr . HAPPY . XD [ though I`m missing someone. .( Ivory misses Ebony ?? ) Hmm @_@ ]

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE ! :D

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY , PAPA JESUS ^_______^

P.S. : Imma leave in 3 days !! Family trip . w00t w00t .

song: So Far Away

I remember my seatmate forever / psychologist [ Kuya Rendz ] whenever I hear this song . He would keep on singing it && I would have LSS because of him [ haha ] . This song makes me relax && sad at the same time [ FTW ?! @_@ ] . && yeah , I can relate to it again. . :|

So Far Away ~ Bamboo

So far away
Doesn’t anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn’t help to know that you’re just time away
Long ago I reached for you and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could, but you’re so far away

One more song about movin’ along the highway
Can’t say much of anything that’s new
If I could only work this life out my way
I’d rather spend it bein’ close to you

But you’re so far away
You’re so far away

Travelin’ around sure gets me down and lonely
Nothin’ else to do but close my mind
I sure hope the road don’t come to own me
But there’s so many dreams I’ve yet to find

But you’re so far away
Doesn’t anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
And it doesn’t help to know, it doesn’t help to know
It doesn’t help to know

You’re so far away

Skyline .

Uhh . I got bored in my room since I waiting for my video DL`s from Veoh to finish . So I just played around with brushes in PS CS3 . && this came out . w00t XD



*click it && you`ll go to my dA .

"Weirdly inspired because of you .
I wish you knew 'he' is YOU .
So I just faked another smile && looked at you
Knowing I`ll never have you ."

Oh fudge~

Wave Goodbye .

So my friends say I need to do it . My mind says I should . I believe I have to. . .

But in my heart , I KNOW I can`t .

So , this sucks . Damn it .

Could someone please make me numb then ?? Fudge fudge fudge .



*errmkay , eMOde right there @_@
just letting my emotions out .*

poem: Sweet Catastrophe

A sweet sound from your perfectly shaped mouth
Becomes inspiration && slow dances
Catastrophic , ain`t it ?
Distressed , are you ?

Endings && shortcuts, you`re the only answer
For cynical minds seem to be a
Guillotine now . My
Heart && soul is gone
In your mysterious && oh-so-complex entity

Jealousy
Kills the music that we hear around us but
Logic , reason && treason do not
Matter anymore

Narrate your side of the story . For I could be your beautified
Ophelia, your sacrificial Juliet, your
Passionate && loving
Queen in the
Room of Hearts

Speak, my dear for I
To hear the notes that would leave me dancing
Under a rainbow colored umbrella, my
Visage looking for your
Wondrous, undefined &&
Xtraordinary smile

You seem far away though but my
Zeal towards you will never change . .
You will forever be my Sweet Catastrophe ♥

Daisuki des, kawairashii katasutorofu ♥♥♥x

*An alphabet poem ! XD

Exams Schmamsss part II .

I don`t want to study for Econ. . .So many topics XD Newaii . An overview of today`s exams :


FILIPINO -- errr , okay . Quite easy && that`s good news for me cuz I didn`t quite study >:) "Bakit may uwak?!?!" HAHA XD

PHYSUX , i mean PHYSICS -- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH . I didn`t get to finish the Problem Solving . I also didn`t get to answer two questions in the Simple Problem Solving . Oh well . Curse you Physux ! XD

I.T. -- super okaaaaaaaaaaaay :D except I forgot bowt the MOD though . It sucks -____-"


w00t w00t . Only two more till party time :D :D :D
GO FOR THE ENGLISH TO TAGALOG TIRADA . haha .
The Way I Are [ English ] : "Baby if you strip, you can get a tip. . ."
The Way I Are [ Tagalog ] : "Baby kung ika`y huhubad , makakuha ka ng sweldo. . ."
pangeeta uy ! XD *go Reanne && Jann :P*


P.S. : What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you`d know how I feel .
[ for : hallway guy. .]

Maybe I Don`t [ exams shmamsss ]

Ellyse just left my house [ invitation printing ! :D ] so I now feel a little bored :| Oh well . I should be studying but my mom said that I should rest . w00t XD

1st *friggin* day of the exams:
• C.L.E. --- okay @_@ concupiscence ?? LOL .

• Math --- oh gehd . I remember what I said before the exam started: "I love math" . The reason : I was solving && stuff && I got correct answers so I felt happy . But when I looked at the problem solving of the exam [ && some of the questions in the multiple choice part as well ] , my face fell . I was like "Woah." I literally "hanged" when I read the question . Soooooooo. . .My conclusion is : I DON`T HAVE A FUTURE IN MATH && I HATE MATH [ XD ] . Imma take up Accountancy in college pa naman . So. . . .Rak en Rol !!!

• Health --- okay . Hallucinogens. . .~ XD


So there . A quick runthrough of my thoughts about the exams . *sigh* , I now have to study @_@



P.S.: Bear In Mind The "Something" I Told You .
[ for: . . . . .yeah .]

song: Teardrops on My Guitar

Toinkx . I know that this song`s quite known already && people keep on playing && playing this song . I usually don`t like these kind of songs much but I can relate to it :|

Teardrops on My Guitar ~ Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me , I fake a smile so he won`t see
That I want and I`m needing everything that we should be
I`ll bet she`s beautiful , that girl he talks about
&& she`s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me , I laugh cause it`s so damn funny
That I can`t even see anyone when he`s with me
He says he`s so in love , he`s finally got it right ,
I wonder if he knows he`s all I think about at night

[Chorus]

He`s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He`s the song in the car I keep singing , don`t know why I do

Drew walks by me , can he tell that I can`t breathe ?
&& there he goes , so perfectly ,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She`d better hold him tight , give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she`s lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone , as I turn out the light
I`ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He`s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who`s got enough of me to break my heart
He`s the song in the car I keep singing , don`t know why I do
He`s the time taken up , but there`s never enough
&& he`s all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me , I fake a smile so he won`t see

*cough . errrrr . i`m tired of tears*

The Reason Why I Don`t Get Out Much Of My Room Anymore XD

Haha ! XD Ever since I got my own PC since sembreak, I don`t come out much from my room anymore . I`m not being anti-social , homophobic or whatnot . I mean , my family always owned only one PC . Imagine , I have two older brothers who love using the PC as much as I do . So it`s been difficult for me over the years . Well , having this PC really paid off . I now have my own sanctuary XD The place where my PC is currently placed is my former study table . My room`s kinda small so I thought, "Where should I put my PC??" . My father [ yes my FATHER ] suggested that it should be placed on my study table . So much for studying XD

&& oh , I`m not an addict or anything . I am NOT that dependent on this PC . I mean , I don`t die or anything if I can`t use it even for just a day . It`s just that I love love love love love computers :]

P.S.:
• My monitor already has speakers . Kewl :D
• Don`t mind the Mickey Mouse mousepad @_@
• I put the panda there for a reason ! [ only some people know ] XD
• I put the violin there for INSPIRATION :]
• I`m not showing off or anything . I`m just hapee cuz of this XD

My current desktop :

I sooooo love Jack Skellington ! Weeee ! XD
Advanced Merry Christmas to all~

song: All Hail the Heartbreaker by The Spill Canvas

Well , I was bored at about 11.oo P.M. so I browsed my Music Library / Store [ for the people who can understand why I call it store :P ] . It must have been growing exponentially cuz I saw songs that I don`t remember DL-ing. .XD Anyway , I found this song && I like the band The Spill Canvas so I played this song && read its lyrics . I thought, "Wow." It`s like the song put my feelings into words . LOL . Shocking XD

All Hail The Heartbreaker ~ The Spill Canvas

I had the notion that you`d make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you`d open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
&& it`s just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I`ll sit && pick apart your pictures
&& over-analyze your words
But the truth is that I`ve never fallen so hard
It`s taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your indecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl guy"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you`d know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
&& it`s just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I`ll sit and pick apart your pictures
&& over-analyze your words
But the truth is that I`ve never fallen so hard
It`s taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don`t really need to anyway
What`s the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn`t want to go messing anything up

So don`t go worrying about me
It`s not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don`t go worrying about me
It`s not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I`ll let you get the best of me
Because there`s nothing else that I do well
I`ll let you get the best of me
Because there`s nothing else that I do well
I`ll be the giver && you`ll be the taker
I guess that`s how this one`s gonna go
I`ll be the giver && you`ll be the taker
You`ve got me down on my knees && I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

Awwwwwe >.<

An Update of My Wishlist .

Haha . I`ve suddenly thought of stuff I should have added a loooooong time ago to my previous wishlist . Took out the RF Load though XD :

ADDED STUFFS :
• X1650XT IceQ Turbo Dual Video Card (256MB or higher, PCI Express x16, Dual DVI)
-- damn i REALLY NEED A NEW VIDEO CARD . My current one`s okay but I want a better one. .XD
• Younha CD [ Go Younha! ]
• Vanessa Mae CD [ The Best of Vanessa Mae ]
• Spitalfield CD [ Remember Right Now ]
• Rufio CD [ Perhaps , I Suppose ]
• Saosin CD [ Translating The Name (EP) ]
* I ain`t much of a music fan eh ? XD*
• "Beside the River Piedra , I Sat Down && Wept" by Paul Coelho
• "Veronika Decides to Die" by Paul Coelho
• new && original 5700 earphones XD
• a Spongebob / Fairly Oddparents jacket :P
• a new mousepad [ preferably Deathnote ] *my current one`s Mickey Mouse . damn it @_@*
• Deathnote notebook [ the ACTUAL one ] XD
• a PS3 or a PSP :))
• a CREATIVE ZEN VISION or a CREATIVE ZEN V PLUS
• band shirts !! [ Saosin , Typecast or Rufio ]
• a figurine of Lenneth Valkyrie or Alicia [ from Valkyrie Profile ]
*Nibelung Valesti !! XD*

new TC [ total cost ] : about Php 92, 250 XD

Haha . A girl like me can dream of having all of those stuff for Xmas XD

*12.14.o7* --- this days sucks . errrr . full of "badtrips" @_@

the letter "L" , for L [ Lawliet ] && Light :P

= L.O.V.E.♥♥♥xx

w00t . Currently addicted to the anime Deathnote . I liked it cuz it`s a psychological anime . L && Light take me by surprise by the decisions they make @_@ I just simply lurve this anime. .XD

L && LIGHT = LURVE ♥♥♥xx
haha XD

song: Why Wait by Rufio

Recently, I`m just posting lyrics of songs . I can`t help it , I can relate to the songs XD Anyway , this song`s kewl . By one of my all-time favorite bands , RUFIO :]

"Why Wait?"

Growing old and living for the moment
You`re searching for something you cannot find
the truth inside will reveal all that we're living for .

Thinking all is gone ? it`s gone .

Why wait for you to come home
Why search for answers to nothing
So don`t you fall back on me
or try to drag me down
&& what`s the use in wanting life to come

Growing old and getting bored of the moment
You're searching for something
you cannot find the truth is inside
and it will reveal all that we're searching for

Thinking all is gone ? it`s gone .

Why wait for you to come home
Why search for answers to nothing
So don`t you fall back on me
or try to drag me down
&&what`s the use in wanting life to come

Think back, shocking, believe it's me [x4]

Why wait for you to come home
Why search for answers to nothing
So don`t you fall back on me
or try to drag me down
&& what`s the use in wanting life to come
[x2]

P.S. : ang apas ra nako sa skwela ugma kay BAON ! XD

Where To Now ?

A Photoshopped creation of mine. .I made this out of my confusion @_@ Lol .





* This picture`s linked to my DeviantArt :D
[ the pic I uploaded in DeviantArt is a different version . Spot the difference ! XD ]

song: Brighter by Paramore

Brighter ~ Paramore

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
&& if it ends today
Well, I`ll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we`re taking this too far
Don`t you know that it`s not this hard?
Well it`s not this hard
But if you take what`s yours && I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I`m without you
Then I will feel so small
&& if you have to go
We`ll always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we`re taking this too far
Don`t you know that it's not this hard?
Well it`s not this hard
But if you take what's yours && I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
&& if you ran away,
I`d still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

Now I think we`re taking this too far
Don`t you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

I'll wave goodbye (You shine bright)
Watching you shine bright (You shine bright)
I'll wave goodbye tonight (You shine bright)

Well , I`ve decided that I will not wave goodbye. . .This song`s a nice "goodbye song" though XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Down , err Updates @_@

Finally !! I made a serious blog post [ or is it really ? ] . Oh well . I just want to share what are the current happenings in my so-called life XD


FAMILY FEUD. .&& THEN SOME .
It`s been proven already that in an ordinary household , conflicts can never be avoided . It`s somewhat like a protocol already @_@ Anyway. . .In the Martinez household , things are getting a bit better . But the "cold war" between my eldest bro && my dad is still raging . I don`t know what are the plans of my eldest bro right now . I think he`s gonna find a job. .For goodness sake , he`s already 24 years old && still , he hasn`t taken the board exam . Oh well -___-"

My mom && dad are getting along well though . It`s almost their silver anniversary this January . Yey ! But that means I have to dress up && stuff again . But oh well . I`d do it for them. . XD


IN SICKNESS && IN HEALTH .
I admit , there are friends of mine who are really sickly [ You know who you are >.< ] . She recently got checked up in the hospital && she recently discovered that she has a new 'disease' . She told me she wanted to die already cuz she can`t take the pain anymore. .But I told her not to let go , cuz WE`RE still here . As of now , she`s feeling better . I just realized that married couples are not the only ones who should look after each other through sickness && in health , FRIENDS SHOULD TOO (: *to that 'she': lahbyoo . keep on holding on :]*


I CAN`T BE THE VAMPIRE SLAYER. . .CUZ I AM THE VAMPIRE .
Ugh . For the past month , I`ve been experiencing more && more of my stupid insomnia . I usually sleep at 1 A.M. because of it :( I don`t want to take any medication . Errrrrr . My insomnia isn`t helping me at all . On school days , I usually become sleepy during Math period . Damn . I can`t afford to sleep during that period cuz I really need to make my Math grade a little higher . Stupid , stupid , stupid insomnia X(


I`M IN A CIRCUS. .A CLOWN JUGGLER .
Well , what my college friends told me is true : Senior life is busy , tiring && difficult . Nowadays , I`ve been having difficulty in balancing my time . Originally , I don`t have good time management && that just adds to my problems . I cram more && more these days . && it sucks . Errrrr :-/


BESTFRIENDS [ PSYCHOLOGISTS ? ] MEAN FRIENDS FOREVER .
My bestfriends are truly the BEST . They`ve never left me through my times of trouble / problems , especially now . They`re open to me about their problems too . To name a few of them : RACHEL LAWAN , TZAI SAUZA , CHA SANTOS , JEMIEL ELIO , MAUI HOMEZ [ confusion buddy . haha ] , LEAN ARCENA , RENDZ TAGALOG , SHEILA SON , MARC FORTES , ELLYSE VALDEVIESO , XUGARR CANENCIA , JAMES DEQUIñA , DONICO ESTANISLAO , KARLU CARIAGA , CARINA LEYSON , ANJEL NAPALA , MAIIKX ALCANTARA , RYAN LIZARDO , KEKA DE GUZMAN , JANUS MARTINEZ , CHIE MASIGA , AYANA GUALBERTO. .I hella love them ♥xx :)

TAKING ON. . . .SEVEN YEARS ERR , ONE YEAR .
Around August / September , I`ve been having doubts on what course I would take up in College . Damn !! I had already decided last year that I would take up Accountancy . But just my luck , my heart wants to take up Com.Sci. && Law too . So what the heck .

I took this survey thingy entitled "What Should You Major In?" This was the result:

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept. You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciences Computer science Creative writing Math Architecture Journalism

Now , I`m even more confused of on what I would take up . && Graduation`s about 3 months away . FUDGE >.<


SWIRLS . SWIRLS . CONFUSING .
Aaaaaah . To make a long story short , he`s confusing me . I just don`t know what to do right now . He`s giving mixed signals . I`m confuuuuuuuuused , && I hate that feeling -___-" I don`t know anymore. .



So there ! Updates in my life XD Much on problems right ? Lol . Oh well .
GTG , gotta make an article for BK pah . Till next time . Weeeeeeee :]]

--Macaroonie ♥x

Blogging Personality XD

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.

Ooooh . It`s true :D
BTW , I`m bored. . XD

song : Prophecies in Kodak by Mozart Season

I`ve no time to make a "serious" blogpost . But reaaaaaaaaaaaaal soon , I will :]
Anyway , I`m currently "addicted" to this song . Listen to it !!! It`s a kewl song . I ♥♥x the RIFTING of the lead gee-tar in this song XD
BTW , for the people who can`t stand screamo/metal/pure rock songs , it`s best if you don`t listen . Lol :))

Prophecies in Kodak ~ Mozart Season

With those words that I said that I never meant to say
why cant we put all these tears to bed
tonights the night where everything will
fall around you

This house enchanted, velvet carpet sprees
(your certainty gets the best of me)
(but by God it brings out the worst in me)
Your lonely hand did all to toss the key
(its a sin to let your words carress me)
(so count your blessings, its already done)
Isn't this the PICTURE PERFECT MOMENT??
Bottle up my tears in a SNAPSHOT MOTION??
Every window is a different story
Shut it then it moves on it like never happened

CHORUS:
(and you cut through my heart)
Can't feel the ink on my skin
(And you scratch out my eyes)
Can't fight the tar in my lungs
(this is the last knife youll ever put)
Can't taste the sugar from the salt on my bones
(into my back)

In a single picture frame, you and I explain
The safety involved in open doors
So record our memories with windshields kissing trees
And know that tonight was worth dying for

Thanks for second guessing. Pin this rose on me
(My only friends in this world are strangers)
(They dont know me well enough to put my heart in danger)
Forever is a promise that you could not keep
(Thanks for spreading me a different story)
(A parliament puff covers all of my lies)
I'll burn the letters while you burn our bridges
Sink the ship after you lock me in
So do your best to point the trigger finger
At all my bullet holes and safety pins

Repeat CHORUS

Shaking all night I'm
Shaking all night I
Hope you saw the light

You spend years walking down these aisles
Empty pews never meant so much to you
And I'd like it if you took your time
And I'd like it if you took your chance now
To reach your hand out
I'll reach my hand out
They'll brush in time for you to realize
That empty words can bring all that the world can sing
So I hope that its all there, waiting for me

CALL ME SOMETHING CALL ME CURIOUS
JUST SO I KNOW YOU'RE FINE
JUST SO I KNOW I SPOKE IN TIME


(my dream came true with ice on all your roads)
(shhhhh)

EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANTED
YOU GOT I WITHOUT EVEN TRYING
SO LETS JUST PLAY PRETEND
AND YOULL HAVE TO TRY TO MAKE THIS WORK

You know me better than to point the trigger finger
At all my bullet holes and safety pins
You know better than to point your finger at me

song/picture : The Ballad Of by Hale

I was just bored , that`s why I made this . A little too plain , don`t you think ? Hmmmmm . BTW , this is a nice song for me . A theme song for my life or something. .@_@

Care To Try ? :P

Err , I made two friendtests during the sembreak && thought that I would post it here . Care to try them ? :P

N.B. The part two is way more difficult . haha XD

Part One:

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1161404


Part Two:
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1162172

12.o6.o7:
Oh fudge . I hate this day @_@

Brochure !!!!!! *English thingy* XD

Hmpf . I made my English assignment sooooooo damn early !! I wasn`t kinda listening when Mrs. Alaba told us of that assignment cuz I really have a problem in focusing in class . Damn it . && so !!! I thought that the deadline of the brochure was TODAY , when actually the real deadline`s tomorrow . && then it was announced awhile ago in our English period that the real deadline would be on THURSDAY . Despite the fact that I crammed [ I made this from 8.3o P.M. ~ 11.45 PM , I think XD ] , I enjoyed designing it ^^, Well , here`s the brochure thingy I made XD:

*L-R: back && front [ cover ]



*L-R: inside [ left side ] && inside [ right side ]

Lalalalalala~ XD

song : So Close by Jon McLaughlin

From the soundtrack of the movie Enchanted . It was the song that Robert && Giselle danced to during the ball . I just like the song :p

You`re in my arms
&& all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
&& when I`m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye && never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
&& now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
&& now you`re beside me && look how far we`ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We`re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
&& almost believing this was not pretend
Let`s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

*cough* >.<