M i r a i`s DraMachine .

the junkyard of utterly random thoughts of an ordinary 16 year old :]

2.25.2008

Paranoia ? @_@

"Paranoia hits you suddenly like an arrow hitting a target. It seeps into your veins then turns into a venomous poison we call Jealousy."
-- by : ME .

I don`t really know why I made that quote . I guess nowadays , I`ve been talking to people who are quite paranoid at this thing && jealous because of that thing .

Maybe I`m paranoid && jealous too . But if I really am , why ?
@_@


Anyway ...
I take back what I said about prom .
I truly had fun ! It was the best , most memorable , second && last prom ever . I even became a nominee / candidate for Prom Queen . [ @_@ ] Now that was totally unexpected XD

My tablemates are as crazy as ever . I won our eating contest . I finished all of the food in my plate . Talk about glutton eh ? @_@

One of the main reasons my prom was fun && memorable :

some words are engraved inside the ring .
*XD*

* only some people can understand why XD


But the prom was sort of sad as well ..
I remember Sir Lactaoen`s group message before the prom :
"Prom ..
The beginning of the end"
It means that prom marks the almost end of our Senior Life *sigh* .

Now , I really have to make the most out of the days left .

w00t w00t .


-- M i r a i
[ same lines ,
same lies ? ]

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2.22.2008

One - Zero - Zero

MIRAI`S DRAMACHINE FINALLY HITS THE ONE - ZERO - ZERO POST :D

Whew ! My hundredth post here in my so called "blog" . I never thought I`d reach this . I`ve also decided to stay here && to not delete this , despite the "memories" . Hmm... What to write , what to write [ or what to type XD ]

First thing`s first ! UPDATES . Weh .

Cupid Gave Me My Own Spiderman
When I heard [ or read ] that Mr. Ebony was giving up , Ms. Ivory [ I ] did too [ without me realizing it ] Eow . But then , Stupid Cupid hit my poor && unconscious heart waaaay before Valentine`s Day . It was around early January when I officially met "him" [ nickname : three ] . I think I`ve met him since I was still a Sophomore , because he was my good friend`s *cough* classmate .

Anyway , around January 8 or 9 , we were introduced to each other . Needless to say , we really hit off , even though we "just met" . We talked mostly about computer games . Suddenly my bestfriend [ Ms. Smowl ] said that I was a pervert *but she actually said manyak* [ I totally LOL at that~ XD ] . Mr. Three just laughed . When it was time for me to go home , Mr. Three said : "Bye Jamanyak!" . I`ll never forget that . But then , he had a girlfriend . So I was kinda down about that . I could safely he was my bestfriend...a really sweet one . We played Flyff together .[ I influenced him ] . I was sooooo comfortable with him cuz I could be myself . So to cut the story , Cupid broke off the arrow between Three && his gf && hit me instead . Waaaaa (:

V-Day , May-day [ ? ]
Well well well . I never thought I`d be super duper really total
ly 1ooo% this much happy during Valentine`s Day [ a.k.a. Single Awareness Day ] . Starting from the fact that I got to be a student teacher during that day , that was already more than enough to make me jump for joy [ lmao ] . I taught Chemistry in the 3 - Pignatelli classroom [ a.k.a. my promdate`s classroom ] && in the 3 - Borgia classroom [ where Deanno`s && Donico`s promdates are ] . I had fun during the Chemistry sessions because I was with my co-teacher , Raymond Binoya [ third year classmate ] . We gave a 2oo item quiz to the class ! Weh ! [ It`s okay if we are bombarded with the word "sadists" . lol ]

I got to "teach" in my own classroom too ! My classmates && I just had our research for Physics in the I.T. Lab . I let them surf the net . Weh XD

The other thing that made me so happy was just a simple rose . It was just one , surely bought outside the gates of our school . What made it special was that Mr. Three gave it (: ♥

Promenade , You Say?
In just T - some hours , our batch is going to experience our second && last Prom . I agree with my buddy , I`m not that excited . I just want our periods to be shortened because of the practice XD . I was actually grateful for the Prom practice cuz it gave us a chance to "bond" with our promdates . Moreo
ver , my tablemate`s my good friend && classmate [ Miki ] .

1st Practice : Miki , Joeann , Jairah && I just kept on talking with each other . We didn`t talk to our promdates at all . [ lol ]
2nd Practice : Backstab session with our promdates ! `Twas fun though . First "bonding" session XD
3rd Practice : Ugh , the sunlight was trippin` on us . During the first part of the practice Our table [ 23o ] was moved to the front . We already have nicknames for each other :
Me = adik
Earl [ my promdate ] = emo
Miki [ my tablemate && classmate ] = mother nature
Ryan [ Miki`s promdate ] = Zac Efron
*only some people can understand why XD*

My promdate dared us three to stand while the practice was going on... So we did do that . It was kinda funny && embarrassing because some people were looking at us && we just kept on laughing . `Twas a "cute" bonding moment though XD

Prince [ Majoy`s promdate && Earl`s classmate ] kept on teasing me to Earl . IDK why @_@

Oh oh oh ! Go for the
REJESTER . Nyahahaha XD

I Didn`t Say Hate
Well well well . It was supposed to be a spear . Lol . Anyway , I`m not intending to aim any sharp-edged weapon of hate to
someone . But I DID consider that though . Then I thought I`d be so childish if I handled it in that way . So like NVM . I just hope that someone && I could still be friends though . I really have to talk [ heart-to-heart ? ] to that someone before we graduate ... *sigh*

Boards && Brooms For Fun
Flyff is LAHB . aNNic is LAHB . Macaroonie™ is LAHB . Spread the Flyff LAHB ! *bow* XD

Oooh , Numbers
I just found out yesterday that I passed the CSAT [ Yey for me ] . I am now officially legible to enroll as a student in the Ateneo de Davao Jacinto campus . What`s the course I am taking up , you ask ? Let`s just say I`m readying a lot of hankerchiefs because I`d be immersing my self in the world of Math && numbers . That is teh l33t [ XD ]

B.S. Whaaat ?
Ahm no , the meaning of B.S. in my update title is not Bachelor of Science . It`s BUSY SUMMER . I just realized that I`ll be hella busy this vacation season .

Imma....
• take up violin lessons again [ with Shobe Jemiel && Ahia Don ]
• practice driving [ 2oo8`s the year that I`ll finally get my Student`s Permit ! ^^ ]
• be in the shooting range with my bro [ kewl sport for a girl ]
• skimboard once more [ fave water sport ]
• be a DJ with Deanno [ I think ]

• have gig/s with my band [ I thoroughly hope ]
• help my friend with his business
• take a trip to the land of Hongkong [ Disneyland , here I come ! :9 ]
• take up a graphic web designing class [ hmm , still tentative ]
&& • devote my extra time to gaming . Waw . It`s really a B.S. XD

Adios To The Green [ ? ] Fields
Ugh . In two to three weeks , us Seniors will take the last 6 or 7 exams in our High School life . In two months [ ? ] , we will leave behind the green [ ? ] fields of our Alma Matter , Ateneo de Davao University . Honestly , I do not want to graduate yet . My bros say that that`s just a natural feeling . High School`s so fun-filled . I wouldn`t wanna trade this memory for anything else . [ Fudge , I`m getting emo O_O ] . I remember my 1 - Borgia days[ still FRESH XD ] .. 2 - Gonzaga [ Honor`s class ftw @_@ ] moments .. 3 - Canisius memories [ my MOST fun-filled year ] .. my time spent in 4 - Gonzaga . Awww .

But I can`t stop from April 5 from coming . So adios to the High School building I`ve stayed in for almost 4 years . I`ll still be a blue-blood though XD

Suspended For PDA ;]]
That`s not what you think it is . It`s just the name of my group of friends whom I hang out with most of the time . We are called PDA because always tease each other of doing PDA [ Public Display of Affection ] . Every girl has a guy "partner" in the group . We`re only 6 members but we have a lot of fun together . Everybody accepts every person in the group as who they are :D

To them : I`ll never forget FEBRUARY 15 , 2OO8 ♥
wahaha XD

Papa Said Play :D
Soooo ... My first idea of my Graduation gift didn`t pull through . It was a trip to Japan . Then my mom said that a trip to Japan is like a trip to a country in Europe . So NVM [ T_T ] . I had finally thought of an alternative Grad. gift , a Playstation Portable .

I am totally in love with PSP`s [ don`t mark me as weird though ] XD I mean , it`s like an iPod , with 1ox the power . You can play games , watch movies , listen to music , surf the internet or connect with other PSP users through WLAN . It`s pretty cool for me . && I`m just sorta kinda jealous of my bro who has a PSP [ XD ] .

Can You Keep A Secret ?
The song
Secret by The Pierces is currently my LSS [ Last Song Syndrome ] . This song was featured in Gossip Girl , 1oth episode *Hi , Society* . It was the song playing during the part when they were dancing the cotillion . I can`t find its full length song in imeem though . Imma upload it next time XD

Being Grown Up Isn`t Half As Fun As Growing Up
My all time favorite quote/lyric from the song
In This Diary by The Ataris . I sorta wanted this to be the graduation song of our batch but our grad. song will be a composition . I still love this song though :D



That`s all for my updates .
I`m just going to put two pictures that depict what`s going in on my life right now :

1st Picture :

* something I made for Mr. Three . I think two or three weeks ago (:
[ linked to dA ]


2nd Picture :

* another picture from explodingdog.com [ I just love his works XD ]
The title of that pic is : "Another awesome day"
I love it XD

Whew .
That`s all for my 1ooth post .
:D

-- M i r a i
*I`ll be posting as Mirai from now on XD*
[ elated ♥ ]

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2.16.2008

Disconnected

There`s too much going on in my life right now . I can`t update this much... But I`m planning to make a new one . I might delete this blog two weeks from now . Or a week . I`m just way damn busy .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ FIFTEEN ♥ ]

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2.11.2008

There Goes 30 :]

I got bored early in the morning so I answered this survey . I had to name 3o people . Haha . I had fun though XD
Bear with the survey , most of my answers are in Tagalog . Lol .


Can you name 30 people you can think
of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath
until you write the names of all 30
people.*NO CHEATING*

IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER WHATSOEVER:
1.Rachel Lawan
2.Xuggz Canencia
3.Lyse Valdevieso
4.Jemiel Elio
5.Donico Estanislao
6.James Dequiña
7.Cha Santos
8.Tzai Sauza
9.Carz Leyson
10.Jel Napala
11.Gian Dakay
12.Jyro Crame
13.Pe3 Galvez
14.Maui Homez
15.Chie Masiga
16.Yana Gualberto
17.Ivy Lopez
18.Yen Avanceña
19.Rendz Tagalog
20.Lean Arcena
21.Keka de Guzman
22.Kua Janoos Martinez
23.Sheila Son
24.Marc Fortes
25.Jikx Fernandez
26.Nicx de Manuel
27.Piex Ventura
28.Achee delos Reyes
29.Mikx Sakurai
30.Deanno Baluyut

THE QUESTIONS:

• How did you meet 10?
-school . 2ndyr classmate (:

• What would you do if you had never
met 6?
-no more Master Budots . awww . haha ! jk lang Ahnia ! :]]

• What would you do if 20 and 15
dated?
-ha ? haha . far out mxdo. .ai .

• If you could marry between 6 and 14
who will it be?
-MAUI NA LAN . AI . HAHAHAH XD

• Did you ever like 9?
-i LOVE her . haha :D

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-shobe ? ieah . awww .

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
-lesbo tandem ? hahaha XD

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good
couple?
-rach && xuggz ? ahm ? hahaha XD

• Describe 8
-GWAPA . hahaha . :p

• Do you like 12?
-yayo !! haha . op cors i do :p

• Tell me something about 17
-ivy ! sabaan mate ! ngak3 XD

• What's 7's favorite color?
-pink ? haha XD

• What would you do if 1 just
confessed they liked you?
-rach loves me kaya ! diba LOVES ? haha XD

• When was the last time you talked to
number 15?
-nung sat. .ng.kita kami sa SM . weh :D

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
-that i`m his lil sis . haha :]]

• What language does 13 speak?
-tagalog. .ENGLISH . bisaya pero di xa bgay . haha ! XD

• Who is 2 going out with?
-SI BLUENITE . AHAHAHA XD

• What grade is 16 in?
-4th year . ka.batch lan . haha :D

• What is 5's favorite music?
-ahia don ? same as mine ata . haha XD

• Would you ever date 13?
-eeeww ! would i ever date a ghey magnet ? lulz XD

• Is 11 single?
-gian ?? courting nha ian. .haha :D

• What is 10's last name?
-jel ? napala . haha :]]

• Would you ever want to be in a
serious relationship with 7?
-oh em Goch !! hahaha XD

• Where does 18 live?
-ecoland lan . weee (:

• What do you think about 20?
-Lean ? NERD ! ai . jk lang . a good advice giver :D

• What is the best thing about 30?
-deanskie ? lingaw kasama && uber nice ^^

• What would you like to tell 14 right
now?
-buddy !! ep. 9 na ako !! hahaha XD

• How did you meet 9?
-2nd yr classmates pow kme :D

• What is the best and worst thing
about 2?
-best ? everything !! diba sis ? haha :D worst ? rapist xa ! ngak3 . jk lang sis :))

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
-lyse ? oh ieah . if she wants to . haha :]]

• How long have you known 26?
-1styr HS . hahaha . *ehem* XD

* Who is 24?
-marc fortes ! currently 4 ~ Gonzaga`s maniniyot . haha XD

• Are you or did you ever date 2?
-xuggz ? nag.break na kxe kme..sory . HAHAHA XD

• Do you have a crush on 27?
-kei pyckz ?! pwd na rin . hahaha . jk XD

• Would you kiss 25?
-jikko ? sa cheek siguro pwd pa haha

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
-op cors ! my dearest bro ! haha XD

• Would you like to hug/kiss 21?
-aie soos ! kame pa ni keka ! ahaha . missyou dai ! T_T

• Is 29 your gff?
-mika sakurai. .ieah . i miss her nha . awww :(

• What do you hate about 23?
-Sheila ? ala mann ! ilahb this girl :D

• What's your relationship with 28?
-my good supah friend . haha :D missyou dai ! T_T


-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ happy now :D ]

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2.09.2008

song: Five Years

I was like "Woah" when I first heard this song . This is by a Pinoy band , Sugar Hiccups . [ oh yeaa XD ] . This is such a powerful song . This is quite an old song though . There are no lyrics in it [ just humming ] , except for this line : "But he will never come back." In this song , the vocalist [ a girl ] , hit the high C note !!! [ @_@ ] That`s why I was like "Woah" . I never heard any song that had this . Listen to it . It`s a really kewl , powerful && rockin` song :D [ probably a song about waiting.. awts . ]







* currently my profile song in Friendster XD


-- Macaroonie
[ picking up the BRoken pieces... ]

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2.07.2008

So You Think...

Huh . You`re not the only one . Some people even say it`s two times the hurt on my part .
Let`s talk... Please ? :(
Don`t just throw this all away...

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"Will I shake this off
Pretend it`s all okay
That there`s someone out there who feels just like me
There is"




-- Macaroonie
[ seriously BRoken . damn :( ]

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Oh , Delirium .

Lean / Konsul`s gonna teach me how to play Killing In The Name of by Rage Against The Machine in the guitar .

My dad tells me he`s gonna buy a bass guitar with an amplifier for my brother && I .

My friends && I are going to watch a movie [ Alvin && The Chipmunks ] this Saturday .

Oh , joy .

BTW , sarcasm suits me . Riiiiight .

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN as everrrr ]

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[ good ] Morning @_@

Woops .
Can`t sleep .
Watching Gossip Girl .
I just spoke in phrases .
Oh yeah .
haha XD

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN as ever ]

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2.06.2008

Hug hug hug .

Just a quick post [ Economics period *I.T. Session* ] .
I`m hating this day .
I wish I said "Hi" to you awhile ago .
But I`m sure it doesn`t mean anything to you now .
*sigh*

At least I got a hug from bestfriends whom I love .

[ There was one hug in particular that was really sweet:) ]
&& it`s Ash Wednesday .
&& I said "Hi" to my promdate [ though he didn`t say "Hi" back but he was sorry . *haha* ]
&& my classmates && I had vanity moments .

Thanks to Arvi`s cam XD


Still. .I`m angry && in a badtrip .
But most of all , depressed , confused && hurt .
Hayy .
Emo mode`s activated .
Wth .


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song for the day :




"&& here I rest where
Disappointment && regret collide
Lying awake at night"






-- Macaroonie
[ BRoken as ever . awts ]

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2.05.2008

song: When It Rains

The "scribble" is proof . You were true . Do you really want to end this *almost* beginning ?




When It Rains ~ Paramore
&& when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again && mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
&& convinced yourself
that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

&& when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
&& you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
&& take these chances and turn it around

Just turn it around.

&& no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming &&
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

You can take your time, take my time

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN ]

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2.04.2008

Addiction , Once More [ /GG ]



"G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S" ♥

I`m supposed to study for the Economics Long Test , make my assignments [ Math && Physics ] , finish the draft I`ve made for English [ two by two reporting ] && the Powerpoint presentation for our Investigatory project .

But as the #1 procrastinator in our household , I`ve only finished two out of those four to do stuff [ the first two ] . Oh well . I could finish the other two later .

Well , what is the reason for my procrastination this time ? It`s not because of my laziness or anything . I was actually doing something . Still , that something isn`t related to what I`m supposed to do . XD

The reason :
I was watching Gossip Girl [ TV Series ] .

I used to watch it some 3 or 4 months ago . I stopped on episode 5 . I actually don`t know why I stopped watching the series . I`m just glad I`m back to watching it now [ It also helps me to take my mind off stressful things *cough* ] . My bestfriend / buddy , Maui Homez , is also addicted to this series . So is Dinna Gonzales && Pam Santiago . Gossip Girl`s the rage right now XD

Oh , && if you`re wondering what the song above is , that`s one of the songs from Gossip Girl`s OST . It was in Episode 3 . It`s the choir`s cover of Fergie`s Glamorous XD

Ahmm , gotta end this post now . I still have unfinished schoolwork *Wa* .
Ta-ta ! ^^
XOXO ;)




BTW , in case you haven`t noticed , I already changed my blog layout ! I`ve finally found one for my blog . Claps for me :D


-- Macaroonie .
[ still BRokeN though ]

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2.03.2008

Updates .

Past week.....

Tempra for you?
Ugh . I got fever AND colds last Wednesday . I had to miss one day of school . I went to school the next day , though I still wasn`t feeling 1oo% well . Up to now , I have colds . Weh .

Nanny Mode
I already have 2 "clients" . Haha . They`re pretty sweet && cute together . The only problem is a lot of people are teasing them . So it`s kinda awkward [ @_@ ] . As their nanny , I have to stop those guys . But how ? Hmmm .

Play. .So Pay !
I`ve been thinking for the past month if I should buy myself a PSP . I`m not going to buy just because a lot of people are holding PSP`s right now but because there are a lot of benefits . && oh yeah , I wanna kill my bro in Naruto Shippuuden [ XD ]

512 mB ? Oh Please .
Uh oh . The memory card of my cellphone`s almost full . I`ve already asked my dad if he could by me a new one [ a 4GB would do XD ] . He said yes but up to now , still no memory card . Errr . [ @_@ ] .

Bestfriends , For God`s Sake .
Ugh . Some people are thinking that I`m harboring feelings for some of my guy bestfriends [ Ahia or The DJ or Pedro ] . No , okay ? I`m 1oo% loyal to Mr. H.G. .

The Three Faces of Life
The "English-ed" title of the movie [ Ang Tatlong Mukha ng Buhay ] made by my fellow schoolmates && some of our teachers here in the Ateneo High School . The whole highschool watched it last Friday but it was by batch . Us Seniors were last , having the slot for the last full show . The movie was pretty nice , kewl && funny . It was about typical situations in life [ love , family && the like ] . Abelardo Macaspag III is so kawaii !!! [ XD ]

Wobbly
This is how my friend described her current relationship with her boyfriend . They`ve been together for 4 years already . I just hope they`ll be okay cuz I was the one who hooked them up in the first place *Wa* .


My Favorite LSS . Woah
My current LSS && favorite song : The King of Wishful Thinking ~ New Found Glory .


"If I don`t listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself
I`ll get over you I know I will
I`ll pretend my ship`s not sinking
&& I`ll tell myself I’m over you
Because I`m the king queen of wishful thinking
I am the king queen of wishful thinking
I`ll get over you I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won`t shed a tear for you
I`ll be the king queen of wishful thinking"


I`m Not Going To Let You Slip Out That Easily
Oh . I wish you`d just know . Why are you doing this now ? Hmmm . It`s not over yet *I hope* .


-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN ]

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Ouch . *haha*


I have to get through wearing 4 inch heels again this Febraury 22, 2oo7 [ JS Promenade ] .

Some girls in our classroom had nothing to do last Friday so we tried on the shoes Ellyse brought . She`s going to let some girls borrow her shoes for the prom . I like the one I`m wearing in the pic but they hurt like hell . Haha XD

-- Macaroonie
[ BRokeN . ]

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2.02.2008

Please Don`t .

Shit. I think I need a bigger towel.

I wish I could go back in time , try to tell you everything . But I guess , it`s just too late . You`re not "there" anymore . What am I to do? Are second chances one of your preferences?

I also wish I could just say "it" to you . Straight out . But how? Can we talk face to face?

Please tell me you`re not going to let go yet . Cuz I still am holding on .
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"Stay with me
This is what I need...
Please."
....


-- Macaroonie :(
[ BRokeN ]

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