Lulz wut ?

Wait , what am I doing ?
I don`t think I should bid goodbye yet again .
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
What da. . .

to Shobe Jemiel : BASAHIN ANG NEWSPAPER ! WA ! NANG.LIGID NA KO DIRI ! NA.UNSA NKO SHOB ?!?! POTEK . @_@
GO BABES && HONEYBUNCH . WAAAA . XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x [ ? ]

Mystery :]

Decode it . Find out what it says . I dare you . *haha* XD

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Roller Coasters. . && Mystery Girl .

Awts . I`m tired of "roller coasters" . && no , it`s not the junkfood .

This roller coaster I`m on has "up" moments . It leaves me in a sense of light-weightiness && plasters a big smile on my face . But not for long `cuz as roller coasters go , there`s also the "down" part . That makes me want to regurgitate && also makes me want to get off the damn thing .

Problem is , I can`t get off that "roller coaster" , even though the ride`s dizzying , sickening but enjoyable at the same time [ ironic ] . There`s nothing to do , I`m so into this "roller coaster" .

As for Mystery Girl , I haven`t a clue to who she is . So I`m feeling screwed && confused :-/

*wah , gets ni Kuya Rendz [ seatmate forever ] && Lean [ ex-convict na Inchik ] ung roller coaster na part . .

-- Macaroonie .

Inspired or Expired ? XD [ Ebony && Ivory 'portrait' ]

*this is linked to my dA :]

Uh . This is a drawing I made on this oh-so-plain && boring Friday . In nearly all of the subjects , we did almost nothing [ related to that subject , that is ] XD

I started making this at around Physics time . My first drawing is at the back of the 4th Quarter Scope && Sequence for p6 but I redrew cuz I didn`t liek it. . :0

Anyway , I finished it at around the end of our English period . This is also the reason why I didn`t get perfect on Sir Vun`s quiz . I was concentrating much on making this drawing , so I got a wrong answer for the last number . Awwww . [ 3/4 divided by 7 . Errrr ] But oh well . At least it`s finished . I even put Ed`s black && white ballers there to match the "theme" . XD

Go ahead , just called me inspired ♥♥ :D

PS:
• I exaggerated my height here a "little" bit. .*cough* XD
• Gawd , I didn`t draw his hair right !! Damn it . @_@
• I only drew this using one ballpen !! [ the PHAT pink one one the left side of my p6 notebook XD ]
• I guess I was just missing someone . Hmm . Hmm .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Oh , The Truth .

I found this pic in Wilene Morales` friendster profile . Hope she doesn`t mind that I "stole" this pic XD

Anyway , I feel that this is true for me . He`s giving mixed signals . I just wish I could tear his heart apart at the seams , maybe then he would know how I feel. . [ Err , emo much ? @_@ ]

Well , who`s 'boy' you ask ? It`s for me to know && for you to find out~

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ HB ? ]

Skyline .

Uhh . I got bored in my room since I waiting for my video DL`s from Veoh to finish . So I just played around with brushes in PS CS3 . && this came out . w00t XD



*click it && you`ll go to my dA .

"Weirdly inspired because of you .
I wish you knew 'he' is YOU .
So I just faked another smile && looked at you
Knowing I`ll never have you ."

Oh fudge~

song : So Close by Jon McLaughlin

From the soundtrack of the movie Enchanted . It was the song that Robert && Giselle danced to during the ball . I just like the song :p

You`re in my arms
&& all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
&& when I`m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye && never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
&& now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
&& now you`re beside me && look how far we`ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We`re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
&& almost believing this was not pretend
Let`s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

*cough* >.<

Phone Lines && Low Definitions .

You`re slowly swaying to those melodramatic symphonies going on in your head again . Have you not realized the music has changed ? It`s for you && I now. ."Seemingly endless hallways with you && I at centerstage" , I said . But no , you`re not noticing the way I`ve shaken up since the moment you touched my entity . But then: Yes, I`ve already decided to try my luck on you .

Let me cut through your phone lines , for you to notice the sequence I put in slow motion . Where we had a brief blissful moment together with monosyllables uttered from our pretentious mouths .I thought I could map myself onto your life at that time . But [ once again ] , you had your black-sapphire eyes unfocused on me .

Oh star , I wish you would fall beside me tonight . Crashes && burns do not matter to me , I just need your ethereal light. . .

So pack your bags now . Leave me lingering for your rare smiles . We`ll make the great escape from this cynical world . Where land grows abundance && where the sun sheds teardrops. . .Dreams .

Now I sit at the edges of misery , knowing that your phone lines are dead , as well as your heart . But I look up && see the brand new moon . I just know tonight && every moment spent figuring you out is worth it. . . As I hear the low definitions from the melodramatic symphony you sing so softly .

* "composition" XD

Nonsensical :]]

".. && I miss you
Don`t you miss me ?
I don't know just where to start
It`s like when I’m without you ,
Things just fall apart..."
-- Make My Heart Attack ~ Spitalfield

Wuah ! I`m so 'enderun' !! [ according to Shobe Jemiel ] . It`s just between Xuggz Canencia , Ellyse Valdevieso , Jemiel Elio [ Shobe ] && Me about what 'enderun' means for us guysh ;]

Well , another C.A.T. day has ended . I can`t say I`m really tired from C.A.T. because I really didn`t do quite a lot during C.A.T. time . The officers who really did a lot were the Platoon Leaders , Company Commanders && Battalion Commanders . Gosh , I was in awe when they started to do the inspection of ranks . They managed to pull it off. .&& it was more than successful too ! Their practices DID help . Claps for them ! XD

RAPIST ? Uugggh . Ellyse && Shobe are so mean ! They are calling me 'rapist' when in fact I`m not [ Keep quiet about what I said guysh ! Haha :P ] . .I`m even the Prince Charming of the class ! Hehe... I couldn`t describe the confe we had with Karlu , Chino && Jico just awhile ago . It was soooo nonsensical . With all the background music in our houses : Total Eclipse of the Heart , Banyo Queen, Island in the Sun, Elisi. . Lol . [ Guess which song is mine ? XD ]

Oh well . Till here :]
I just LOVE talking nonsense . ♥
HAHA :]



P.S.:
to ELLYSE && SHOBE : I am NOT a rapist !! Yer just jealous. .Hahahahaha :)) Besides , that`s bad :p

poem: It Seems that I Do .

Out on the crowded ballroom floor
A sea of bloody red && endless exchanges of "Hello"
A flash of black suddenly came from the door
As the fast-paced music turned mellow

Seemingly oblivious to the surroundings around me
To those blue-eyed couples dancing in rhythm
Feeling unwanted && invisible as I sit here
With my heart screaming words that no one seems to listen

Ah yes , I pretend to feel you`re not there
Your black-ish essence will never be mine
But still , I want to listen to the intricate speeches of your hair
&& to know all the words we`ll redefine

A thousand lightyears are tearing us apart
&& therein lies the irony
We will never know how or when to start
But it`s plain to see for everybody
That you && I are meant to be

Although my vast darkness while never see your white radiance
I will never tell you lies
&& while I sat, drowning in hopes && thoughts. . .
You simply asked me to dance .
Whoa...

11. . . .14 && 23 ;]

Emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions .

11.10.07
-- feverish yet inspired . LOL .