The Take Over , The BREAK`s Over !!!

Well , this blog post`s about what happened to me just a year ago . Exactly at this time && on this date . [ January 31 . 5.3o PM ]

I actually don`t know why I`m making this blog post . I think I just want to let my feelings out from my past . I`ve moved on though *duhrrrr* It`s just time for me to let this thing out . Normal acquaintances do not know this about me. .

Well..... *I won`t bother with the minuscule && unimportant details*
When I was still a happy && contented Junior *June `o7* , someone crossed through my roads. .&& that person was the least expected one that I would meet . He was cool . He was nice . He was handsome . He had a nice voice . He was quite friendly . . && he was the person whom I`ve hated since I was in 1st year . I hated him because of his arrogance . But his movements && actions told me that he was "interested" . So I brushed off my old prejudices of him && I tried to get to know him better .

So , *stupid me* I fell in love . I`m not sure why or how , I just did . I guess I was held under the charm of his personality . *stupid me again* . So during October `o7 , "it" was official .

The blissful ride didn`t last long though . Like normal human beings , he had bad habits . VERY bad habits . I tried changing them but no , I still couldn`t . That`s one thing we don`t see eye to eye on . Also , I was quite a jealous person . Envy seeped into my veins like dangerous poison .

&& oh , there`s also one more thing : He`s not fairing well with his academics .

So that was my situation with him . It wasn`t long until one of us broke it off , && it wasn`t me . He said he needed to concentrate on his studies [ He has a flat 74 in his Math subject ] && he`s got no more time for me [ he`s a busy Senior *daw* ] . Weird enough , I was okay with that .

Though he did all that he could , he never did got to march during their Graduation . He had summer classes while I was at the field with my batchmates for C.A.T. Summer Training .

So I`m just over everything . It just took me a little less than two months . I thought my heart would be longing for him but no , it didn`t . && I`m glad :)

IT`S BEEN A YEAR && I`M HELLA BETTER ^________^
I thank him for making me learn though .
:D

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"I`m happy you left me
I`m glad that you hurt me
It`s a MAGICAL FEELING
Knowing that you're not meant for me"
*smug* XD

BTW , this is for a friend of mine .
Weh >:)

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ over over over ]

Year - Ender .

As the year 2oo7 comes to a close , Imma review that year. .by month :) [ some of the descriptions are kinda random , so bear with it XD ]

JANUARY -- Hep ! 3rd year days. .To summarize this month in a sentence : The 31st of January caused me a "Big Apple Heartbreak" && feeling a "Never Let This Go" . [ for the people who can understand why. . @_@ ]

FEBRAURY -- Our batch experienced the first ever Junior-Senior Promenade . My promdate was Kevin Roa [ haha ] . The song "A New Tattoo" by Urbandub played that night . That memory`s still fresh in my mind :-" Thank God for Valentine`s day ! XD

MARCH -- `Twas the saddest month ever. .I made lots of new friends in the batch a year ahead of us [ the Seniors last year ] . I didn`t want them to graduate yet . At the time when I became close to them , March had to come . Errrr .
To mention a few of them :
• The 4-Borgians last year !! mga choyaxx at bugay :D
• Blue Knight people ;]]
• Seashores && Coffeecups band :)
• Some people from the Honors` Class [ mamee`s class ] XD

APRIL -- Mom was recovering from her illness at that time . So everything`s all happy happy :)

MAY -- The most unforgettable month of 2oo7 . Why ? Cuz I decided to join the C.A.T. Summer Training . [ May 7 , 2oo7 - May 27 , 2oo7 ] . Hella memorable . Lahbyoo COCC-01 ! :D

JUNE -- First month as a SENIOR . w00t w00t . Section : 4-St. Aloysius Gonzaga :)

JULY -- First month as a Unit Commander !! I miss my 3-Gonzaga cadets. .XD

AUGUST -- FIESTA ♥♥ Us C.A.T. officers performed the Silent Drill [ I`ll never forget the practices . Throwing of Rifles ! hahaha XD ] . w00t !! We also ran the Jail Booth XD

SEPTEMBER -- First batch of C.S.I.P. [ I.T. -- grades 5 && 6 ] . 4-Gonzaga`s RETREAT !!! Hella unforgettable [ Injan Injan , Room J XD ] Also , September 22 : BB`s Monthsary ^^ . Spansbab. . .EEEWWW :P

OCTOBER -- Feeling the stressure of being a Senior . wooh :-"
Lovin` my BB Family ♥ .
I hated the Sportsfest cuz of Chris Tiu :P Loved it cuz the "Tres Marias" got reunited :]]
Spansbab to Inluhb . ;]]

NOVEMBER -- Birthday month !!! :] BB made me hapee on my special day :D
Seriously crushing :-"

DECEMBER -- PARTY MONTH XD
4-Gonzaga : Sayawit Champion :D
Family bonding ♥
For short , this month`s really memorable. . . :]


To wrap up this year in a sentence : 2oo7`s one of the best years I`ve experienced so far :D Thanks to my friends , family && especially GOD :]
I`m kind of sad that this year`s going to end , but that`s life @_@

So sayonara 2oo7 , hello 2oo8 !! :]]

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

A Year Has Passed :]

The following blog entry was what I made for English last year [ requirement chorva XD ] . I recently discovered this && just realized that a year has passed since I wrote it XD So here it is :

11.21.06
I sit and stare at the horizon of the setting sun. It`s beautiful yet I am left with a feeling of emptiness and loneliness. Yet, its rays bring a silent and hidden promise for a new day. Night fast approaches and I forget everything as I am lost in the blur of activities I usually do. As I lie in my bed, thinking of what happened as this night ends, I remember the setting sun and the rays` promise...I close my eyes and get lost in black and white dreams.

11.22.06
Here I am now in Ateneo during 3-Canisius` English period. I am quite weary because of the activities this morning. So far, this day`s been great. I got high scores in my quizzes ;) , fooled around with my friends and ate lunch with my mom. Those things usually composed my usual day[except for the high scores thing xD]. Dismissal came and I hung around school for awhile, fooled around with my friends[again], got the warmest hug from the *best guy ever*[yecchh . lol ] and went home. Now I`m here, sitting in the comfy chair in front of my family`s computer, thinking of what to write here [ errm, wow.haha] .

As I went home from school, I remember watching the same setting sun. Still, its rays held that same promise I observed yesterday. With a smile, I knew that it kept its promise. Why? Because here I am now, writing in this blog, savoring the good things that happened to me this "new day" that the sun`s rays promised and most of all, enjoying life. . .And so, this blog isn`t just a requirement for my English subject, this is also a factory of the thoughts of a normal,ordinary teenage girl who`s trying to live her life the way she wants it to . =)

*I miss my Junior layp. . :x But i hella love my Senior layp ^^ Oh yes , insomnia attacked me again ! >.<