Never Ending, Uhm.. Endings .

Woosh . I haven`t written in my blog for quite some time now . So here are some updates :

Throwing Away My Army Greens ?
To summarize everything up , the Ateneo High school had the Joint Scouting && CAT Closing Ceremony last Friday , March 14, 2oo8 . It meant that us officers had graduated && is free of our duties . Weh XD

The fun came after the ceremony . Us officers had our "salu-salo" / get together . We had a program full of "performances" && award giving . The best performance was from the guy officers . They danced the Soulja Boy && had "joke time" . Haha . Every officer was given an award .. Mine was "San Pedro`s award" / "St. Peter`s award" . Kudos to Sir Lactaoen for that @_@

But although I`m ecstatic that I finally have no more responsibilities in CAT [ as if I have a really tiring job , I`m only the 2nd Battalion`s S1 XD ] , I will really miss all the moments us officers had together . Through all the one hour or more in attention , memories as trainees , all the corrective measures we`ve received , all the wounds we received [ Silent Drill haha ] , or whatnot , I thoroughly enjoyed every moment . COCC-01 [ minus two ] has finally graduated . Woohoo ! But I don`t think Imma through my army greens just yet ;]]
* an end to CAT *


No More Gossip For Me
I just finished watching all of the Gossip Girl episodes of Season 1 . Ugh , I want Season 2 to start already ! Haha [:
* an end to watching my favorite TV Series *


Checklist.. Err , check ?
I found my personal checklist awhile ago while I was rummaging through my cabinet [ I was finding my poem notebook ] . This is what was in it :

• Survive Filipino shooting
• Finish Investigatory project Powerpoint
• Type Minutes
• Finish && do good on the last seven exams of your High school life
• Clear your Clearance
• Graduate!!! :x

Uhh . Only two things are not checked yet , the last two items on my list . Wooosh , graduation .. April 5, 2oo8 . Weh .
* an end to checklists *


It Spreads Like Poison ! :0

Shit . The virus in my PC must have really spread cuz my PC`s all busted . Damn . Does that mean I won`t be having those summer days without sleeping , just playing ? w00t . Now that would really....suck -___-"
But we have a family technician who`s really good at this stuff && I wanna learn from him [ Go Kuya Mark ! XD ] . I learned how to do hard drive to hard drive data transfer cuz of him . Kewl XD

I just found out that my motherboard`s dead . Damn . The motherboard`s heating too much && stuff . Tsk . I must really take care of my PC after it`s repaired again @_@
* an end to my "healthy" PC *

Woops . Clarification. .
For everyone`s clarification , I`m not hating Mr. Ebony or whatever he calls himself in my previous blogpost [ The Paramore song ] . I actually posted it for my friend who hates her ex boyfriend . So I got caught in between . Woosh .

Actually , my song for Mr. Ebony right now is Miracle! by Paramore .
Lyrics that I can truly relate to~ :

I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you && I
When this memory fades
I'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced

We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill my fears
But have I told you, have I

* an end to some people`s understanding *


That`s all for now .
Imma abstain from using the PC for during this Holy Week . w00t .
Imma also be offline during Black Saturday && Easter Sunday .
My family && cousins are going to have our annual overnight .
Weh :D

Hope everyone has a blessed holy week†

-- M i R a i
[ 22 ♥ ]

song : She Cries

*sigh* . I remember one solitary afternoon with a close friend of mine [ BTW , this happened a year ago ] . She took out && turned on her iPod && offered me one of the earphones . She scrolled her myriad of songs && pressed "Play" on a particular song . It was this song .

On that afternoon , her boyfriend just broke up with her...without any particular reason . We both cried on that day . Whappow . I just wanna share this song . It`s pretty cool . Enjoii...

She Cries ~ Rufio
Gone again she said
heading for the longest road
One too many times
He's beaten you down to the bone

So you sail away
into the unknown
Stay away he said
Don't ever come back home
Cry away
the days that last so long
All alone
Just stay away
Stay away

Weakened from the pain
that he left inside your heart
Fallin' in the rain
cause your whole life has fall'n apart

So you sail away
into the unknown
Stay away he said
Don't ever come back home
Cry away
the days that last so long
All alone
Just stay away

Alone, she cries
Filled with hate inside
No love, no life
Without that loser who once said
"Here's your kiss goodbye"

See this is real
She doesn't feel
Lonely hearts
Shattered dreams
There's nothing better in this place
Nothing but memories
in your mind

Sail away
into the unknown
Stay away he said
Don't ever come back home
Cry away
the days that last so long
On the road
you sail away

Alone, she cries
Filled with hate inside
No love, no life
Without that loser who once said
"Here's your kiss goodbye"

Alone, she cries
Filled with hate inside
No love, no life
Without that loser who once said
"Here's your kiss goodbye"

[Note: There is probably another version of this song with the words "Lose that hate inside" instead of "Filled with hate inside"]

Last two exams tomorrow . *sigh*

-- M i R a i .
[ almost done playing the greatest game ever played :( ]

One - Zero - Zero

MIRAI`S DRAMACHINE FINALLY HITS THE ONE - ZERO - ZERO POST :D

Whew ! My hundredth post here in my so called "blog" . I never thought I`d reach this . I`ve also decided to stay here && to not delete this , despite the "memories" . Hmm... What to write , what to write [ or what to type XD ]

First thing`s first ! UPDATES . Weh .

Cupid Gave Me My Own Spiderman
When I heard [ or read ] that Mr. Ebony was giving up , Ms. Ivory [ I ] did too [ without me realizing it ] Eow . But then , Stupid Cupid hit my poor && unconscious heart waaaay before Valentine`s Day . It was around early January when I officially met "him" [ nickname : three ] . I think I`ve met him since I was still a Sophomore , because he was my good friend`s *cough* classmate .

Anyway , around January 8 or 9 , we were introduced to each other . Needless to say , we really hit off , even though we "just met" . We talked mostly about computer games . Suddenly my bestfriend [ Ms. Smowl ] said that I was a pervert *but she actually said manyak* [ I totally LOL at that~ XD ] . Mr. Three just laughed . When it was time for me to go home , Mr. Three said : "Bye Jamanyak!" . I`ll never forget that . But then , he had a girlfriend . So I was kinda down about that . I could safely he was my bestfriend...a really sweet one . We played Flyff together .[ I influenced him ] . I was sooooo comfortable with him cuz I could be myself . So to cut the story , Cupid broke off the arrow between Three && his gf && hit me instead . Waaaaa (:

V-Day , May-day [ ? ]
Well well well . I never thought I`d be super duper really totally 1ooo% this much happy during Valentine`s Day [ a.k.a. Single Awareness Day ] . Starting from the fact that I got to be a student teacher during that day , that was already more than enough to make me jump for joy [ lmao ] . I taught Chemistry in the 3 - Pignatelli classroom [ a.k.a. my promdate`s classroom ] && in the 3 - Borgia classroom [ where Deanno`s && Donico`s promdates are ] . I had fun during the Chemistry sessions because I was with my co-teacher , Raymond Binoya [ third year classmate ] . We gave a 2oo item quiz to the class ! Weh ! [ It`s okay if we are bombarded with the word "sadists" . lol ]

I got to "teach" in my own classroom too ! My classmates && I just had our research for Physics in the I.T. Lab . I let them surf the net . Weh XD

The other thing that made me so happy was just a simple rose . It was just one , surely bought outside the gates of our school . What made it special was that Mr. Three gave it (: ♥

Promenade , You Say?
In just T - some hours , our batch is going to experience our second && last Prom . I agree with my buddy , I`m not that excited . I just want our periods to be shortened because of the practice XD . I was actually grateful for the Prom practice cuz it gave us a chance to "bond" with our promdates . Moreover , my tablemate`s my good friend && classmate [ Miki ] .

1st Practice : Miki , Joeann , Jairah && I just kept on talking with each other . We didn`t talk to our promdates at all . [ lol ]
2nd Practice : Backstab session with our promdates ! `Twas fun though . First "bonding" session XD
3rd Practice : Ugh , the sunlight was trippin` on us . During the first part of the practice Our table [ 23o ] was moved to the front . We already have nicknames for each other :
Me = adik
Earl [ my promdate ] = emo
Miki [ my tablemate && classmate ] = mother nature
Ryan [ Miki`s promdate ] = Zac Efron
*only some people can understand why XD*

My promdate dared us three to stand while the practice was going on... So we did do that . It was kinda funny && embarrassing because some people were looking at us && we just kept on laughing . `Twas a "cute" bonding moment though XD

Prince [ Majoy`s promdate && Earl`s classmate ] kept on teasing me to Earl . IDK why @_@

Oh oh oh ! Go for the REJESTER . Nyahahaha XD

I Didn`t Say Hate
Well well well . It was supposed to be a spear . Lol . Anyway , I`m not intending to aim any sharp-edged weapon of hate to someone . But I DID consider that though . Then I thought I`d be so childish if I handled it in that way . So like NVM . I just hope that someone && I could still be friends though . I really have to talk [ heart-to-heart ? ] to that someone before we graduate ... *sigh*

Boards && Brooms For Fun
Flyff is LAHB . aNNic is LAHB . Macaroonie™ is LAHB . Spread the Flyff LAHB ! *bow* XD

Oooh , Numbers
I just found out yesterday that I passed the CSAT [ Yey for me ] . I am now officially legible to enroll as a student in the Ateneo de Davao Jacinto campus . What`s the course I am taking up , you ask ? Let`s just say I`m readying a lot of hankerchiefs because I`d be immersing my self in the world of Math && numbers . That is teh l33t [ XD ]

B.S. Whaaat ?
Ahm no , the meaning of B.S. in my update title is not Bachelor of Science . It`s BUSY SUMMER . I just realized that I`ll be hella busy this vacation season .

Imma....
• take up violin lessons again [ with Shobe Jemiel && Ahia Don ]
• practice driving [ 2oo8`s the year that I`ll finally get my Student`s Permit ! ^^ ]
• be in the shooting range with my bro [ kewl sport for a girl ]
• skimboard once more [ fave water sport ]
• be a DJ with Deanno [ I think ]
• have gig/s with my band [ I thoroughly hope ]
• help my friend with his business
• take a trip to the land of Hongkong [ Disneyland , here I come ! :9 ]
• take up a graphic web designing class [ hmm , still tentative ]
&& • devote my extra time to gaming . Waw . It`s really a B.S. XD

Adios To The Green [ ? ] Fields
Ugh . In two to three weeks , us Seniors will take the last 6 or 7 exams in our High School life . In two months [ ? ] , we will leave behind the green [ ? ] fields of our Alma Matter , Ateneo de Davao University . Honestly , I do not want to graduate yet . My bros say that that`s just a natural feeling . High School`s so fun-filled . I wouldn`t wanna trade this memory for anything else . [ Fudge , I`m getting emo O_O ] . I remember my 1 - Borgia days[ still FRESH XD ] .. 2 - Gonzaga [ Honor`s class ftw @_@ ] moments .. 3 - Canisius memories [ my MOST fun-filled year ] .. my time spent in 4 - Gonzaga . Awww .

But I can`t stop from April 5 from coming . So adios to the High School building I`ve stayed in for almost 4 years . I`ll still be a blue-blood though XD

Suspended For PDA ;]]
That`s not what you think it is . It`s just the name of my group of friends whom I hang out with most of the time . We are called PDA because always tease each other of doing PDA [ Public Display of Affection ] . Every girl has a guy "partner" in the group . We`re only 6 members but we have a lot of fun together . Everybody accepts every person in the group as who they are :D

To them : I`ll never forget FEBRUARY 15 , 2OO8 ♥
wahaha XD

Papa Said Play :D
Soooo ... My first idea of my Graduation gift didn`t pull through . It was a trip to Japan . Then my mom said that a trip to Japan is like a trip to a country in Europe . So NVM [ T_T ] . I had finally thought of an alternative Grad. gift , a Playstation Portable .

I am totally in love with PSP`s [ don`t mark me as weird though ] XD I mean , it`s like an iPod , with 1ox the power . You can play games , watch movies , listen to music , surf the internet or connect with other PSP users through WLAN . It`s pretty cool for me . && I`m just sorta kinda jealous of my bro who has a PSP [ XD ] .

Can You Keep A Secret ?
The song Secret by The Pierces is currently my LSS [ Last Song Syndrome ] . This song was featured in Gossip Girl , 1oth episode *Hi , Society* . It was the song playing during the part when they were dancing the cotillion . I can`t find its full length song in imeem though . Imma upload it next time XD

Being Grown Up Isn`t Half As Fun As Growing Up
My all time favorite quote/lyric from the song In This Diary by The Ataris . I sorta wanted this to be the graduation song of our batch but our grad. song will be a composition . I still love this song though :D

That`s all for my updates .
I`m just going to put two pictures that depict what`s going in on my life right now :

1st Picture :

* something I made for Mr. Three . I think two or three weeks ago (:
[ linked to dA ]


2nd Picture :

* another picture from explodingdog.com [ I just love his works XD ]
The title of that pic is : "Another awesome day"
I love it XD

Whew .
That`s all for my 1ooth post .
:D

-- M i r a i
*I`ll be posting as Mirai from now on XD*
[ elated ♥ ]

Exams Schmamsss part II .

I don`t want to study for Econ. . .So many topics XD Newaii . An overview of today`s exams :


FILIPINO -- errr , okay . Quite easy && that`s good news for me cuz I didn`t quite study >:) "Bakit may uwak?!?!" HAHA XD

PHYSUX , i mean PHYSICS -- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH . I didn`t get to finish the Problem Solving . I also didn`t get to answer two questions in the Simple Problem Solving . Oh well . Curse you Physux ! XD

I.T. -- super okaaaaaaaaaaaay :D except I forgot bowt the MOD though . It sucks -____-"


w00t w00t . Only two more till party time :D :D :D
GO FOR THE ENGLISH TO TAGALOG TIRADA . haha .
The Way I Are [ English ] : "Baby if you strip, you can get a tip. . ."
The Way I Are [ Tagalog ] : "Baby kung ika`y huhubad , makakuha ka ng sweldo. . ."
pangeeta uy ! XD *go Reanne && Jann :P*


P.S. : What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you`d know how I feel .
[ for : hallway guy. .]

Maybe I Don`t [ exams shmamsss ]

Ellyse just left my house [ invitation printing ! :D ] so I now feel a little bored :| Oh well . I should be studying but my mom said that I should rest . w00t XD

1st *friggin* day of the exams:
• C.L.E. --- okay @_@ concupiscence ?? LOL .

• Math --- oh gehd . I remember what I said before the exam started: "I love math" . The reason : I was solving && stuff && I got correct answers so I felt happy . But when I looked at the problem solving of the exam [ && some of the questions in the multiple choice part as well ] , my face fell . I was like "Woah." I literally "hanged" when I read the question . Soooooooo. . .My conclusion is : I DON`T HAVE A FUTURE IN MATH && I HATE MATH [ XD ] . Imma take up Accountancy in college pa naman . So. . . .Rak en Rol !!!

• Health --- okay . Hallucinogens. . .~ XD


So there . A quick runthrough of my thoughts about the exams . *sigh* , I now have to study @_@



P.S.: Bear In Mind The "Something" I Told You .
[ for: . . . . .yeah .]