song: Writist

I finally posted one of my poems ! Err scratch that . This is a song composition of mine . I made this during April `o7 . I don`t know exactly why I made this . I think I had a pen && some yellow paper by my side at that time XD

The song does not have a cover from my band yet though . Wah .

Writist = writer + artist .
:D

Writist ~ JaMartinez™
Have I ever told you
What`s on my mind these days?
Although I would keep on walking
I hopelessly search for you face

Drowning in your impeccable aura
Lost in an undefined time
The truth won`t tell me
If I should leave you behind

Chorus:
Give me a pencil
Please trace with pen
So that I can see the lines
For you to come back again
Burn these papers
Say what`s in your heart
Give me back my strength
Before you go tearing me apart

Tears have already dried
Memories have been left
But why is the unbearable pain
Still in this chest?

Spring turns to winter
Petals are slowly falling
The music is in line
To my heart slowly failing

[ repeat Chorus ]

I can`t help but say...
These tears fall for you..
Only for you....

[ repeat Chorus ]

And as I go through (pass me by)
These half-finished letters (kiss me goodbye)
Never again will I...

*I dedicate this to H.G. / Ebony though the song`s not really for him .

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Ebony && Ivory Symphony :x

*linked to dA :]

I WAS BORED DURING ONE C.L.E. PERIOD *free time* XD
so I decided to take an "emo" [ accdg. to Jikko Fernandez ] picture of "my" earphones .
XD

--for Ebony ♥ :]


*the black earphones belong to my Psychologist, Lean Arcena .
the white sorta like an iPod shuffle thingy for my cellphone belongs to me ^^

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x

Memory .

Copy-pasted a crush survey thingy from my former classmate , John Carlo dela Cruz *haha* . Just a little tribute to Ebony / HG . Wa . I edited some of my answers... XD

answered on : Saturday, 12 January, 2008 at 9:28 PM

CRUSH SURVEY :
1.)Sinong mas matangkad sa inyo ng
crush mo?
- siya . obviously . waaaa .

2.)Ano ang kulay nya?
- ahm... normal . moreno . i think . wa .

3.)sino mas matanda sa inyo?
- siya -___-"

4.)Kailan mo sya last nakita?
- yisturdi .

5.) Kailan mo sya last nkausap?
- ahm . next question ? *T_T*

6.) Close kayo?
- in some aspect daw . wa .

7.)Ano klase buhok nya?
- gna.follow ang prescribed haircut . haha..

8.)Magaling sumayaw?
- ahm ewan ...

9.)Magaling kumanta?
- inde raw sabi ng friend q . wa . LOL .

10.) Saan siya magaling?
- sa isang subject na favorite ko...*smug*

11.)Alam ba nya na crush mo sya?
- i `m xur na YES ...

12.) Kilala ka ba nya?
- yup

13.) Alam nya name mo?
- uu .

14.)Nka text mo na ?
- nung xmas break ...

15.)May karibal ka?
- meron daw . mrmi pa gni . wa .

16.) Gaano ktagal mo na sya crush?
- 4 months , i think .. since sept or oct

17.)Saan mo sya unang nkta?
- school ..

18.) Paano kyo nagkkilala?
- ahw . sa isang school event ..[ C.S.I.P. ] wa.

19.) Sasabihin mo ba sknya?
- alam man nia ... ngak .

20.) Anong pangalan nya?
- *@)@&(!#(@*%$(!^)^@ . un na un .

21.)Narinig mo na ba boses nya?
- yup pero mga twice or thrice lang . ung
nag.hi xa sa akn..

22.)Kilala ba siya ng mga friends mo?
- ahw uu . wa

23.) E kilala mo ba mga friend nya?
- yup . wa .

-- Macaroonie :(

song: All Hail the Heartbreaker by The Spill Canvas

Well , I was bored at about 11.oo P.M. so I browsed my Music Library / Store [ for the people who can understand why I call it store :P ] . It must have been growing exponentially cuz I saw songs that I don`t remember DL-ing. .XD Anyway , I found this song && I like the band The Spill Canvas so I played this song && read its lyrics . I thought, "Wow." It`s like the song put my feelings into words . LOL . Shocking XD

All Hail The Heartbreaker ~ The Spill Canvas

I had the notion that you`d make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you`d open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
&& it`s just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I`ll sit && pick apart your pictures
&& over-analyze your words
But the truth is that I`ve never fallen so hard
It`s taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your indecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl guy"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you`d know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
&& it`s just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I`ll sit and pick apart your pictures
&& over-analyze your words
But the truth is that I`ve never fallen so hard
It`s taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don`t really need to anyway
What`s the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn`t want to go messing anything up

So don`t go worrying about me
It`s not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don`t go worrying about me
It`s not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I`ll let you get the best of me
Because there`s nothing else that I do well
I`ll let you get the best of me
Because there`s nothing else that I do well
I`ll be the giver && you`ll be the taker
I guess that`s how this one`s gonna go
I`ll be the giver && you`ll be the taker
You`ve got me down on my knees && I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

Awwwwwe >.<

song : So Close by Jon McLaughlin

From the soundtrack of the movie Enchanted . It was the song that Robert && Giselle danced to during the ball . I just like the song :p

You`re in my arms
&& all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
&& when I`m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye && never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
&& now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
&& now you`re beside me && look how far we`ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We`re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
&& almost believing this was not pretend
Let`s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

*cough* >.<

This.is.Not.Here :x

Dear Ignorance,

Am I simply not doing things right ? By now , I should have met the "real" him . But no .. Not even close to that . I guess I`ll just leave that up to my wildest dreams . Hey, a girl like me can still dream right ? :-/

It`s great that he && I have some form of communication with each other . But he who is uber friendly && nice suddenly became lackadaisical towards me . I just can`t understand what made him have a change of heart . How deeply && terribly ironic . -____-

Some, no actually A LOT of people ask me this question when I tell who 'he' is: "WHY HIM?" I would just laugh && say something totally out of the topic . But deep inside , I ALSO ask that to myself...

"Why him?": the question that is resounding in my mind for nearly a month now . I guess I`ve learned how to accept a person for who he is.. Not just for physical appearance but for his personality . I like him as a whole , even though I haven`t gotten into the depths of his heart && mind .

He isn`t like the other guys I`ve been with in the past . He isn`t shallow . I know he is a complex guy , && I like that . He is like a riddle or a puzzle that I want to solve... So mysterious .

But no , I`m not in love . I`ll wait for the right time to tell him all of this . I don`t think I could say all of this to him when he just looks at me but does not recognize me.... So screw irony ! [haha]

Thanks for listening && understanding . It isn`t normal for me to feel something like this... But what the hell .

Love,

Macaroonie.

To 'him' [wherever yoo are]: If you`re reading this........ Thanks..

*Time finished: 11.35 AM .

*Date: 11.08.07.