M i r a i`s DraMachine .

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1.31.2008

The Take Over , The BREAK`s Over !!!

Well , this blog post`s about what happened to me just a year ago . Exactly at this time && on this date . [ January 31 . 5.3o PM ]

I actually don`t know why I`m making this blog post . I think I just want to let my feelings out from my past . I`ve moved on though *duhrrrr* It`s just time for me to let this thing out . Normal acquaintances do not know this about me. .

Well..... *I won`t bother with the minuscule && unimportant details*
When I was still a happy && contented Junior *June `o7* , someone crossed through my roads. .&& that person was the least expected one that I would meet . He was cool . He was nice . He was handsome . He had a nice voice . He was quite friendly . . && he was the person whom I`ve hated since I was in 1st year . I hated him because of his arrogance . But his movements && actions told me that he was "interested" . So I brushed off my old prejudices of him && I tried to get to know him better .

So , *stupid me* I fell in love . I`m not sure why or how , I just did . I guess I was held under the charm of his personality . *stupid me again* . So during October `o7 , "it" was official .

The blissful ride didn`t last long though . Like normal human beings , he had bad habits . VERY bad habits . I tried changing them but no , I still couldn`t . That`s one thing we don`t see eye to eye on . Also , I was quite a jealous person . Envy seeped into my veins like dangerous poison .

&& oh , there`s also one more thing : He`s not fairing well with his academics .

So that was my situation with him . It wasn`t long until one of us broke it off , && it wasn`t me . He said he needed to concentrate on his studies [ He has a flat 74 in his Math subject ] && he`s got no more time for me [ he`s a busy Senior *daw* ] . Weird enough , I was okay with that .

Though he did all that he could , he never did got to march during their Graduation . He had summer classes while I was at the field with my batchmates for C.A.T. Summer Training .

So I`m just over everything . It just took me a little less than two months . I thought my heart would be longing for him but no , it didn`t . && I`m glad :)

IT`S BEEN A YEAR && I`M HELLA BETTER ^________^
I thank him for making me learn though .
:D

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"I`m happy you left me
I`m glad that you hurt me
It`s a MAGICAL FEELING
Knowing that you're not meant for me"
*smug* XD





BTW , this is for a friend of mine .
Weh >:)

-- Macaroonie ♥♥x
[ over over over ]

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