song: Letters To God

Hmm hmm . I listen to this song whenever I`m angry or some intense emotion builds up inside of me .It kinda calms me down . && right now , I`m angry. .at myself . I seem to be blind of the things that are right in front of me . But oh well . I`m just plain angry at myself.....Help me , God .

Letters To God ~ Box Car Racer

caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark && cold as night
let me go
i`m not done
i swear i`ll take just one lifetime && i

i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

i should`ve asked
i could`ve helped
at least a f*cking 1,000 times before
will this offer get me in
or does this prove that they gave more && i

i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

&& i
i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

&& i
i won`t lie
i won`t sin
maybe i don`t wanna go
can`t you wait
maybe i don`t wanna go

FUDGE . i hate myself .